Fu*ked Me Up

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Shawnie's POV

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Chris and I were out to dinner. This is our first time being out and spending some time together outside of the house. We left our daughter with my cousin Mercedes for a couple of hours. For some reason, Chris thought it would be a good idea for us to go on a date, and I'm not complaining about it at all because it was a great idea.

We went to this restaurant called Providence. I've never been here before, but Chris says they have really good lamb here. I just went along with whatever he wanted. I haven't really had time to think about anything that I've wanted. I've been consumed with Genesis' needs and whatever is currently going on with Ammika and Aeko. So this was super nice.

After we ordered everything, we just sat there in silence. I was on my phone, and he was on his. It was awkward because we've barely had any time to ourselves, and the time we did have, when it was just us two, we were sleeping. It's almost like we didn't have anything to talk about other than the baby. We were in a private room, so it was very quiet; all you could really hear was the music playing in the background. This was a little sad.

"So..." I try breaking the silence. "Now that we have the results, are you going to take responsibility?" I ask, setting my phone down on the table.

"So now that you have the baby, are you gonna go back to him?" Chris shoots back, not even looking up from his phone.

"Excuse me? Where did that come from?" I say, shocked.

"You know where it came from."

"Christopher, we have been over that for months. I've been under your ass for months. Between being pregnant and getting ready for our daughter's arrival, you being on tour, and you being on my ass 24/7. When have I had time even to text him? What, things have been going good between us for too long, you think it's too good to be true or something?"

"Naw, I'm tripping. My bad."

"Yeah, I know you are," I say with an attitude.

"I do wanna see your phone though." He says emotionlessly.

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