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Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all...
Fast forward to 3 months after that Miami trip, 6 months after we met. It was now October. We've been spending a lot more time together. We make sure we see each other as much as possible. We never go longer than 2 weeks without seeing each other. Chris would come out to Chicago to see me if his schedule had the free time, which he loves. He said the paps had a harder time following him around when he's out here, but between filming a movie, recording his new album, "Heartbreak on a Full Moon," and directing and shooting his videos, he hasn't been able to come out much. When his schedule gets like this, it's always me who flies out to him, wherever he is.
Chris has run into a little trouble, too. When we were in Miami, he was smoking outside of that restaurant, and marijuana isn't legal in Florida. The paps have him on camera doing it, and someone called the police. Haters. They issued a warrant for his arrest, and now he could be facing charges. So Chris has to turn himself in. This is so stupid.
On another note, Chris has been a little clingy, though. He's calling all the time, wanting to FaceTime a lot, and we're texting all day. Not that I'm complaining, it's just kinda beginning to be too much. I think he thinks we're in a relationship. I constantly tell him we're not, that we're just having fun, and he says he understands, but his actions don't reflect that.
Chris and I don't have the time for any relationships anyway. He's working like crazy, I'm working like crazy, we're in two different cities, with two different mindsets. There's just no way this could work, and sometimes he's just so sweet to me, and I feel bad for not feeling the same. I know I'm crazy. How can I not feel the same about him? It's just my ex really did damage to me. I can't put Chris through that.
When we got back from Miami, I guess my ex saw the pictures of Chris, and he and I came over to my house to start trouble. He got in my face, saying how Chris wasn't there to save me, and we got into it pretty bad. We were arguing inside my house, and the police were still called. The neighbors said we were so loud, they could hear us inside their own homes. So they came, and he was arrested. It was so embarrassing, and not to mention, the media got hold of that police report and got the story. So now, I'm not only known as Chris's random, mystery girlfriend, but I'm also known as the girl who's trouble, who got into a fight with her ex-boyfriend "over Chris". That's not even what happened; they made up that headline, and they keep saying how we shouldn't be together, and that all I'm going to do is get him into more trouble. I'm a fucking lawyer, how am I going to get him into more trouble? I'm already starting to hate the media. I want them to get the story right.
The media and all of his fans officially know who I am and all about me now. After that kiss, everything went haywire. I got over 300,000 followers across all my social media. I get people hating me, some people liking me, some people liking us together, some don't, and some even defend me when others speak badly about me. I guess it's not as bad as I thought.
One night, I was at home, sitting on my sofa drinking a glass of wine, when someone knocked on my door. I didn't have anything on but a T-shirt, I didn't have any plans for anyone coming over, and I was damn near about to go to sleep.
It's 9 p.m. Who the fuck can this be? Lord, please don't let this be my ex.
I get up and walk over to the door. "Who is it?" I ask
"It's me." I heard a man say.
I look out the window and see it's Chris.
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