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Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all...
I was sitting on my bed when I got an Instagram notification.
Champagnepapi added me to their story.
I clicked on the notification, and I just shook my head.
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"Just leave him alone...." I say out of frustration.
He has me, and he's still antagonizing Chris. Chris posted this, and now he's reposting it. Smh fml
Aubrey has been hyping his new video up for the last week. A couple of days after the shoot, they confirmed he could release it as soon as 1 month. So now we are here, a month and a half later, and the video has been released. As he's always done, it was a midnight release, and I like them because not everyone sees them at once. You have a few fans who wait up to see it and stream it as soon as it is available, but most people are asleep and will probably see it the next morning or afternoon.
I swear it was only 12:01 am and the comments started rolling in and the bashing started. I thought I was ready for it. I had a few weeks to prepare, and I thought I was mentally ready to accept how much hate I would get, but, to be honest, I was not. I had people on every social media page I had just talking so much shit, and it was horrible. In the back of my mind, I knew this wasn't the right thing for me to do, but I still did it. I don't regret it because this is something Aubrey wanted, and in a way, I'm happy I did it. I just wasn't prepared for the backlash.
Fans of Chris and Aubrey were getting on me. You would think it was my video and not his. You had a few fans who actually liked the video and didn't mind me being in it, because, believe it or not, I actually have fans. That's wild for me to say, but I have people who supported me, and they also support my relationship with Aubrey, even though we still haven't confirmed anything. So that was nice to know.
It was about 1215 when I received a text message from Christopher. He wasn't happy even though we had a brief conversation about the video. I don't feel I did anything inappropriate; it's not like Aubrey and I were kissing or anything. I was just simply there. Christopher made a big deal about me being in the video, and I definitely wasn't ready for what he had to say.
Chris: You really did that shit. I didn't think you would actually go public. I hope you're happy with that decision. I am done. Fuck you.
I just stared at the text message. I don't know where all of this came from because, as I said, we had a conversation about it. I don't know what changed in the last few weeks, but something definitely set him off, and honestly, I don't think it was a video.
"Mami, give me your phone." He says, walking into the bedroom.
"No. I don't understand why everyone hates me so much. All I'm trying to do is live my life. I'm irritated. I just—."
He takes the phone out of my hand. "It's okay." He sits down next to me and hugs me. Placing kisses on my cheek and neck.
"You wanted me to do this video so bad...you knew this was going to happen..." I say
