Under The Influence

Dont think they know

Shawnie's POV

6 months later

I was in LA for work. I had set up a couple of meetings with some of my west coast clients. This was to satisfy my clients, and Chris. He's been working like crazy. He's already released three singles off the new album, "Heartbreak on a Full Moon". He's released, "Privacy", "Pills & Automobiles", and "Questions" with the videos and in October, on Halloween, he's releasing the album.

I'm proud of him. Watching him work the way he has and watching everything come together, is amazing. On top of getting ready for the album, he's been directing his visuals, working on his clothing line and working with other artists. He stays busy and yes, that has put a damper on us seeing each other but we've been trying to work it out. Plus, I'm okay with it because we're working. It's not like we're not busy. 

We've been going strong, believe it or not. My feelings have gotten stronger for him, I won't lie about that. He treats me well, very well actually. It is good to be with someone who's so sure of himself and so confident. He doesn't let many things bother him as far as bullshit goes, but what does bother him is, people lying on him and there's been a lot of that going on lately.

Within the last six months, there's been a few rumors about Chris and other women. Chris denies anything that happened and for the most part, I believe him. I haven't seen anything, therefore I can't accuse him of anything. I don't check his phone, that's something I would never do. I honestly just find it really hard to believe that Chris would cheat, when he is so into me. It doesn't make sense, so I put it out of my head.

I've completely fell out with Cassidy. We don't talk at all anymore. She's such a fucking hater. She took me to the show, begged me to go to the after party with her and gets mad because Chris wanted me and not her. It's crazy to me. Chris called it though. He said that's what her deal was and he was 100% right. All he did was laugh and say. "I told you so" when I told him.

It's about time for Chris to turn himself in, in Chicago for the assault case against my ex. When I go home after this trip, he's coming back with me to get this over with. He's in hopes of getting it thrown out because he was harassing me and Chris just made it seem like he was defending me, which he was. And if that happens, all of this could be turned around and pinned on him. So that's what we're hoping for. After that, he has to turn himself in, in Florida for the weed charge. I'm over Chris legal troubles already but hopefully when all this gets cleared up, we'll be good for a while.

Chris called his driving service to pick me up from the airport and bring me to his house. I was only going to drop off my things because I had my first meeting in a couple of hours.

We pulled up to the house and Chris was standing outside waiting for me.