Hold Me Down

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Shawnie's POV

"Baby!! My dad is outside!" I yell, for Chris to come downstairs. I finish putting the last couple of ingredients for our smoothie into the blender, "Hurry up!" I yell running to the door.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm coming." Chris yells back.

Chris isn't feeling too well today. He's been detoxing, so he's starting to feel the effects of everything leaving his system, and he's suffering from some withdrawals, BAD. It was a week ago that he told me he would just stop using because he "had control". So we're going to try this way and if it doesn't work, we'll see what the next step will be. I have faith in him though.

This past week has actually been pretty rough for us. Besides the fact that yesterday was Chris birthday, there's a lot of shit going on. First, they've issued a warrant for Chris' arrest and he refuses to turn himself in. I'm still working on that, but I'm slowly making progress. Secondly, I decided it was best for me to take a week off from work to make sure Chris gets through this. I'm taking this very seriously because I don't want anything to happen to him. Him being on drugs is bad for not only him, but his bad for his career and he actually does have people who love him and want to see him better and of course, I know his fans does as well.

With all of that going on, Chris say he didn't want to do anything for his birthday this year. I understand, but I thought he would want to have friends over at least, he said no. I got him two gifts. The first one, was a piece we was looking at when we went to see that jeweler, that day before we went to the art show. That was the day all that nonsense happened with Ammika. The second gift was a custom necklace and pendant, bought from the same jeweler. Chris loved both.

The only thing he wanted to do was spend time with me and that's all he cared about. I think it's sweet, but I kind of don't know how to take it. I just cooked for him, and baked him a cake. He didn't eat much because he was nauseous most of the day. I felt so bad. My poor baby. He was so weak he didn't even want to open the gifts I got him, he just wanted to sleep. I felt so bad for him but I've been doing everything I can to make him feel better.

After the video was released of Chris and Aubrey's fight, and what happened with him and I in his car, my dad insisted that he come to California for a while. I don't know how long he's going to be here, but I definitely know it's not gonna be a couple of days. Honestly, I'm a little scared, because he said absolutely nothing about what's been going on in the media for the past week, and if I know my dad, I know if he doesn't talk about it, he's pissed off. So lord help us.

After my dad left the airport, he came straight to Chris' house because that's where I've been staying for the last week. He didn't want either one of us to pick him up, nor did he want Chris to get him a car service. He wanted to rent a car. He didn't want to stay with us, he wanted to stay in a hotel, but I told him he could stay at my house since I was staying with Chris. I just know he is so pissed off at me, and about what happened. I am scared to hear what's going to come out of his mouth.

I walk over to the front door, push the button to open the gate for my dad, and he drives up the driveway and park. I open the door and was standing there waiting for him. Regardless of the situation, I was still happy to see my dad. I haven't seen him in a long time, andI missed him. He gets out and walks up to me, we hug.

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