BTS Imagines

Jin ~ His weakness

You met Jin at one of their fan signing venues. You yelled at him for spilling juice on you. You were stressed and you missed your family. All you wanted to do that time was to pack your bags and get on a plane back to your country. Before you agreed to study there, you were told that the people were nice and courteous but you were dumbfounded at how wrong they were. Only a handful were kind to you, the rest were just rude jerks.

When you met Jin, you thought he was one of them. It was not until he bowed and apologized to you for a thousand times that you realized you owe him an apology too, for yelling at him and for judging him without knowing anything. You thought that was the last time you'll see him but you crossed paths with him again. You were on your way home when he stopped you, calling after you. Apparently, him and his group were having a performance at your school. You weren't into Kpop but you can tell they were quite famous. You say you're not interested in him but then five months later, you found yourself saying yes to him when he asked you to be his girlfriend. You liked him not because of his idol status but because he was Jin.

"I missed you." He kissed you on your forehead. You weren't special but he made you feel you were. You weigh almost the same as him but he didn't care. "What? Why are you sad again?"

"Nothing." You held in your tears. You were being bullied at school because you don't weigh like other girls.

"Liar." He wiped your forming tears away. "Stop crying. I hate to see you crumble and fall because of those people."

Jin was always there for you in those times you felt really vulnerable. He stayed with you when you couldn't stand on your own. You turned his words into your motivation and you started the change in yourself, not because you were affected by your bullies but because you wanted to be someone worthy of Jin. You shut your bullies up the summer of that year when you wore a dress a size smaller than what you ususally wear. You did it because of Jin, for Jin, only Jin.

"Where is he?" You urgently entered their dressing room and scanned his members.

"He locked himself in." Rapmon said. "We can't talk him out of it."

"What exactly happened?" You asked.

"His pants.. fell down during the broadcast." Jimin told you.

You knew how Jin always worked hard into giving his all in every performances they have. Jin always felt like he had to compensate with his vocals since he couldn't dance that well. Everyday inserts a lot of effort in improving himself. That's why you understood why he was behaving like this. He doesn't want to show his members his weak resolve because he was supposed to be the strongest.

"Jin?" You knocked softly on the bathroom door, "It's me, y/n. Please let me in."

The locks clicked and the door opened slightly. The guys were relieved to have you there because they tried everything but still couldn't get him to open the door. You came in, slowly.

"Lock the door." Jin's voice cracked. "Don't look at me."

"Jin.." you were about to turn around when he hugged you from behind, pushing you against the door.

"Don't.." Jin said, "I don't want you to see me like this."

"Jin, it's okay. I'm not here to mock you." You slowly turned to face him. "I know you did your best. But sometimes, things just don't happen the way we want them too." You told him you still love him and his members still respect him while wiping the tears on his eyes.

You thought what you feel for each other was enough but it wasn't. Sometimes too much love was bad for a relationship too. Jin got mad at you for the first time when he saw you walk home with one of the guys in your class.

"I didn't let him take me home. He was just headed the same way!" You made your point clear but he wouldn't listen to you.

"And you actually bought that cheap excuse?" Jin shouted back at you.

"Cheap excuse?" You were at a loss for words. You knew Jin didn't mean it, you still believe that he loves you. "Tell me what exactly did you see me doing with him for you to be mad at me like this?"

Jin fell silent for a moment. He sat on the bed where you gave him your first. After everything we've been through, you couldn't believe he was accusing you of cheating on him.

You approached him and sat on the bed too, "Jin, I-"

"We should just break up." He stood up when you attempted to console him.

"What?" You couldn't pretend anymore that you weren't hurt. It showed in your face.

"Let's break up." Jin said. You looked at his stone-cold face, not able comprehend why he would want to break up with you over a stupid fight.

"Fine. If that's what you want. Get out." You said, Jin hesitated for a second. It seemed like he was going to apologize to you but he didn't.

"Get. Out!" You had your back against him, holding off your emotions until he leaves your room.

You still saw each other since you live in the same building but you would always avoid him. You wouldn't look at him when you pass by him in the hallway. You would take the stairs when his group would use the elevator. You put as much distance as you could between the two of you. It was stupid how you cried alone in your bed when you miss him. Everything you were doing was pointless. You thought you looked miserable but it never occurred to you that he must be more miserable than you.

Just a few days more and you will be done with school. You got your bags prepared. After school, you have no more business to do in this country so you bought a plane ticket back home. You thought the distance would be enough but you still don't know whether it's enough to forget him or enough to miss him.

You woke up early to avoid Jin. You wanted to avoid saying goodbye to him as much as possible but luck wasn't on your side. You stared at each other, he and his members were inside the elevator you were about to ride on. You hesitate at first then decided it wouldn't hurt to share an elevator with him since this would be the last time you'll see each other. All you have to do is stand there and shut your mouth.

"Uhh. I forgot something inside. You guys go ahead." Said the leader. He was such a good leader that everyone followed after him.

"Me too." They all said except Jin and just like that you were left alone with him.

"You're moving?" Your heart thumped upon hearing his voice.

"I'm going home." You answered coldly.

It took a few seconds before the fact that he wouldn't see you again sinked in. Jin pushed the emergency stop button and in an instant, he had your back against the wall and his lips on yours, kissing you lovingly like he used to, "Don't go."

"And why would I do that?" You said while Jin still had you against the wall.

"Because I was stupid. I'm sorry, y/n. Please stay with me."

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I just thought my ex bias looked really handsome in the picture so it made me feel like making a scenario at 3am in the morning. XD