BTS Imagines

J-Hope ~ Push & Pull

You and Hoseok were best friends since high school. You've always had feelings for him but you never told him about it because Hoseok was the kind of guy who likes outgoing and cute girls but you weren't outgoing nor cute in any way, you only learned doing aegyo for Hoseok and you still weren't good at it. Hoseok had a few girlfriends before but he never introduced them to you. You didn't know why but he always kept them away and avoided all your questions about his girlfriends.

"Hello?"

"Hey, _______. Where are you right now?"

"At home, why?"

"What do you mean why? We have a date today. You forgot, didn't you?"

"A date? This again? " You sighed, he was always like this whenever he breaks up with his girlfriend. "Just go without me. I have something to do today."

"Awww. Please _________.." he pleaded and you were sure he was doing some weird aegyo at the end of the line. "Well, if you're really busy.. I can just come to you. I'll be there in 20 minutes so don't go anywhere!"

He hung up, he must be on his way right now. You smiled to yourself because you'll see him again after weeks of him always keeping you away. You made up your mind, today you'll ask him why he's like that and you will not let it slip this time. He's going to tell you why today and you will not be taking excuses.

A knock came on the door and you knew it was Hoseok so you skipped straight to the door to welcome him. He smiled at you the second you opened the door.

"What's up?" Hoseok didn't need an invitation from you. He just let himself in without notice and you were fine with it.

"What's up." You repeated, flashing a smile back at him.

"I just missed being with you so I thought I'd drop by." He flopped down on your couch.

You crossed your arms and rolled your eyes at him, "Yeah, that sounds very convincing." Your words were literally dripping with sarcasm.

"What? I'm telling the truth." You continued to give him the look until he finally admits it, "Alright, alright. I broke up with her."

You smacked him in the head with a pillow.

"What was that for!" He stood up, in his defense position, ready to hold you down if you start hitting him again.

"Because you're stupid and you always break up with your girlfriends then hook up with them again." You said. "And you don't tell me anything. Do you know how it feels to be the last one to know what's happening with your own bestfriend? I worry about you too."

"You really care for me that much?" He let his arms fall down to his sides, that was it for Hoseok. He reached his limits.

"Of course, because you're my best friend!"

"Just best friends?" Hoseok questioned. You both stared at each other as the silence engulfed the both of you. His words lingered in your mind, you were confused at what he was trying to say. He took a step forward and you took a step back until you felt the hard wall against your spine. He brought his face closer to you until his lips were just an inch away from you, "Are we really just bestfriends? Is that all that we are?"

"Y-yes." You stuttered cause you didn't have the courage to tell him what you really feel for him.

"Really.." He stared at your lips.

"What else would we be?" You said in an almost whisper manner as you looked down between you two, trying hard not to lose your cool.

Hoseok took his hand and held your chin up, his eyes studied your face, your long, black eyelashes, the contours of your eyes, your nose, your smooth, rosy cheeks and the curve of your lips, "Why didn't I ever tell you how beautiful you are?"

Your heart pounded in your chest, "W-what are you talking about?" You let out a nervous laugh. "Why would you need to tell me that?"

He closed in on you, touching your lips with his. You felt pathetic because you like him so much that you let him do this to you. You were happy but this just isn't it. You didn't dream of confessing your love like this and so you cried. Hoseok backed away when your tears wet his cheeks.

"________, I'm sorry. I didn't-"

"Just because I care for you doesn't mean that you can play around with my feelings like this." You told him as you fought back your sobs, "I'm not your rebound girl, Hoseok. You can't just come in here and shake up my heart then disappear on me again."

"I never disappeared on you _______. I just.." he stopped. You crouched down against the wall and cried. "I just needed to distract myself." You felt him crouch on the floor and sat beside you. "But I never was able to forget what I feel for you. Even after so many relationships. They all failed because you're the one I want."

"I'm sorry... for making you cry and worry about me."Hoseok pulled you up from your crouching position. He smiled at you, tucking strands of your hair behind your ears and cradled your face in his hands, gently wiping your tears. "Forgive me, __________. I want to be with you."

"Then don't go." You closed your eyes and held his warm hands close to your cheeks, surrendering completely in his touch, "I love you, Hoseok."

"I know this will sound cheesy but, I love you more." You stood on your toes and leaned onto him, letting him melt you in his embrace.

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