BTS Imagines

J-Hope ~ Imperfect

"For the last time Hoseok. No." You pushed him out of your classrom.

"Why?" He put his foot between the door, just in time to stop you from closing it, "Is there something wrong with me? I know I'm not the handsomest guy in school but-"

"It's not you.." You looked down on the floor, too embarrassed to look him in the eye, "Just leave me alone, please."

He stood there in silence, just looking at you until the school bell rang and he had to leave for his class. You returned to your seat, your conscience kicking in. Were you too harsh on him? You were worried he'd never talk to you again but he kept returning to your side even after the countless times you've rejected him. You thought that it would be better for him not to hang out with you anymore. When he started liking you, weird rumors began to go around. Hoseok wasn't bothered by them at all but you were. You didn't like it when people talked behind his back like that because he's the most sincere person you know. He doesn't deserve those rumors. They were mad at you and not him because it was you that he liked. They'd do anything to separate you and Hoseok, even if it means hurting him.

"What's wrong?" Your friend, Mi hyun, asked.

"He doesn't listen to me." You said, "What should I do?"

Mi hyun sighed, "You don't need to push him away, y/n. I can see how much you like him."

"We all support you and Hoseok. It's just you who's blocking your own feelings." Another friend of yours, In sung, joined in, "He's a good guy and your a nice girl, what's wrong with that?"

"That's the problem." you said, "He's too good for me."

"Can you stop moping around like an idiot and just ask him out." Mizuki said in her weird Korean accent. You really envy her because she never loses confidence in herself. She doesn't care what people think of her and never lets anyone look down on her.

"You don't understand." You mumbled, your voice was breaking and you were about to cry.

"Stop crying like baby!" Mizuki said.

"Just look at me!" You cried, "Do I look like someone who's good enough for him?"

She slapped you hard across your face. You were shocked and so was everyone else.

"Mizuki. Isn't that too much?" Mi hyun stopped her.

"Yes you're not that pretty. We know that. You're nothing special really." Mizuki continued, "but that's not a valid reason for a person to hurt someone's feelings. Can't you see that he really likes you? He looked passed your flaws and still liked you. He accepted all of you. Isn't that something to be happy about? You have no right to hurt him just because you feel sorry for yourself."

You thought about it and she was right. You were the one hurting him not the stupid rumors that was going around.

"For once in your life, can't you just be happy that there are people who care for you?" Mizuki offered her handkerchief, "Here. Sorry if I went overboard with the slap."

"No, it's okay. I really needed that. Thank you." You wiped your tears and smiled.

"Anything for a friend."

~

Hoseok didn't show up during lunch. Maybe he was really hurt because you have rejected him again. Again and again, he tried without fail but you always shot him down like a tiny, helpless bird. You were afraid because this time you might have shot his wings and he can't ever recover from it again. After school, you went ahead of your friends to look for him. You went to the places he usually go to, the basketball park, the music store, the arcade - but he wasn't in any of those places. You were getting tired and the sun was setting. It's going to be dark soon, you thought. You need to find him sooner. You thought of the last place he might be, if you failed there, you'd come to his house and wait for him there.

The lights were on and there was music coming from the dance studio. You sighed, relieved to see him there. Just by watching him, you can tell that he was frustrated. He didn't even notice you standing there. You didn't talk too, letting him dance his frustration out.

"y/n?" He noticed you from the mirror, "What are you doing here? When did you-"

"I'm sorry." You started, "for everything."

He frowned, "You don't need to apologize. It's not your fault that this stupid heart likes you."

"I have something to say-"

"I have something to say too." He walked up to you. "Y/n, I like you. Believe it or not, I sincerely like you. Don't ask me why because I don't know either. I don't care what they say. You only see your flaws when you look in the mirror but all I see is beauty when I look at you. You don't need to be perfect and I don't want you to be. I'm not asking you to be perfect so just stop blaming yourself. I won't ever give up, y/n. It hurts when you do this to me but I can't leave. How can I leave you when I'm so afraid to see you happy with someone else? Will you really be okay if I disappeared from your sight? Would that make you happy?"

You waited for him to calm down before you speak, "I know and I'm sorry. I like you too, Hoseok."

"You- What did you say?"He began stuttering all of a sudden.

You met his gaze and pecked him on the lips, "I said I love you."

"Can you say that again?"

You smiled, "I love you, hobi." He pulled you in an embrace and you chuckled. "I'll never let anyone hurt you as long as I'm here."

"I know, pabo." You snuggled against him and smiled on his chest.

10. 15. 2015