BTS Imagines

Jin ~ Trouble

"It's Jin's turn!!"

All the girls shrieked and rushed outside of the locker room when it was Jin's turn to pitch. Almost every girl loved him. They idolized him and probably fantasized about him. Everyday you compete with these pretty and sexy girls. You see them all over him. You knew you had nothing much to show but you can't just give up and lose. You're his girlfriend after all but you couldn't tell them to back off because you had an agreement with Jin.

"Jin oppa Fighting!" The girl in front of you shouted as Jin looked in your direction. He smiled and winked at you, making you shy away from his gaze. "Did you see that? My oppa winked at me! Jin oppa noticed me!!" The girl squealed along with her friends.

"Oh please. Don't be naive. Jin oppa was looking at me." Another girl from another group butted in. You wiggled out of the tight crowd, escaping just in time to avoid being in the middle of a stupid bitch fight.

The sun was about to set but you were still waiting for Seokjin at your usual meet up place. Why? Because your relationship was a secret. You and Jin agreed to keep it as a secret because you were afraid to get hate. It was too selfish on your part but that was the only thing you can do to keep Jin. You took a glance at your wrist watch, ten minutes has passed. The gravel from where you were standing were scatterred around as you plow your foot countless of times, back and forth, as you wait for your boyfriend.

A moment later, he appeared by the corner, walking towards you like the adonis that he is, "Hey, I thought you said you couldn't come to the game?"

"Mrs. Reed dismissed us early so, yeah, I dropped by to watch you." You replied, not making your lie a bit too extravagant. "You were great. Congratulations."

"Thanks baby.." Jin smiled and held your hand. You notice a faint pink stain on the collar of his uniform and immediately, you thought of a third party being involved. You didn't want to assume and jump to conclusions but you couldn't think of any other reason for it.

He rested his hands on your waist as his head drop on your shoulder. Jin whispers to your ear, "I love you, y/n. You know that, right?" He made your heart flutter as his hand slowly travel to the small of your back, locking you in his arms.

You nodded, placing your hands on his back,"I love you too.." You weren't sure if it still had the same meaning or if you're just doing it as a routine. What you feel for him was real but you're not so sure how he feels for you anymore.You don't feel secure. You began to wonder if he really loved you since the beginning.

Jin has never kissed you nor tried to kiss you. It was always hand holding and hugging but never kissing. You wondered why, during your seven months relationship, he's never even attempted to kiss you. You knew he did it with his past girlfriends and some flings he had before. You knew because it was the talk of the school for a whole week.

Was it the way that you looked? The way you dressed? You were too conservative as your friends say and the exact opposite of Jin's ex-girlfriends. He was Langdon and you were Jamie. He might be playing you. He's got the reputation for it but why would he wait months just to break your heart.

"Jin stop." You let your hand slip out of Jin's hold.

He obeyed and looked at you. There was only the two of you in the deserted hallway, "Did you forget something?"

"No, I'm.. I." You struggled to get the word out of your throat. You don't understand why you felt so nervous at the moment when it was him who should be nervous, "Are you seeing someone else?"

"This again?" His expression turned bitter, you were going to argue again, "I'm so tired of this y/n.. Tell me, who's been feeding you these lies?"

"No one. It's just me. I just have this feeling-"

"That I'm cheating on you?" He chuckled, his voice becoming heavily hoarse. Jin sent his hand behind his neck rubbing it as he rolled his head back, "I've been trying to work this out, y/n."

"Really?" You countered, raising your eyes at his level, "Then at least show me that you are. Don't make it too obvious Jin! I'm not stupid!"

"What?" He took a step back. "Don't make what obvious? I'm not even doing anything."

"Don't lie to me, Jin.." Your eyes still try to look for the Jin you knew he was but all you can see was the lipstick stain on his collar.

"I'm not lying to you! I don't even know where this is coming from." He said, walking up to you. Jin ran his hand down your arm, calming you down, "Y/n, believe me. I'm not seeing anyone but you."

"Then what is this." You grab his collar.

"This.. It's not what you think it is."

"Stop. Just.. stop, Jin." You finally broke down, "This is just a game for you, right? I'm just a plaything for you. I understand now. I was stupid to believe you. We're too different, why did I think that this could work."

"No, y/n." Jin cupped your face and felt your fresh tears with his fingers. He cursed under his breath. You turned your cheek away from him, slapping his hand away but you were still in his hold. You couldn't slip away. Was it that or you didn't want to?

"Y/n, listen." He held you against the lockers, his hand preventing you from escaping, "It was a game. They forced me to do it." You cried harder, hearing that your intuition was correct, "but nothing happened, believe me. It's just a game. So please.. believe me."

"I'm sorry but I can't." You escaped from his grasp, walking past him but he caught your wrist and he yanked you back forcefully. You gasp, "Jin, it hurts." You try to wriggle your hands out of his grip, "It hurts. You're scaring me Jin.. stop it."

"Please don't break up with me." His grip loosened and you calmed down after seeing the remorse on his face, "I messed up a lot of things in my life. I'm not messing this one up."

"Let go of me, Jin.."

"You know you drive me crazy, right?" You met his eyes, staring deep into yours, "I've waited for a long time to talk to you. Do you know how much courage I had to gather just to say hi to you? Just to ask you out to dinner makes me feel like I'm suffocating."

"You're making me go crazy with the way you move, with those eyes, these smiles that you always kept hidden." He leaned in closer to you, pressing his body on yours, "I don't need girls with their panty line on display for me. I don't care about those lines, Y/n. I'm already so full of you. Just you. You're everything I've ever wanted."

"Then why?" You spoke, your voice almost in a whisper. He looked up at you, "Why haven't you kissed me yet? If you like me as much as you say you do, why are you not making a move on me? Why would you rather play around with other girls?"

"Because you're not like them. With you, it's different. I'm not in for the lust. I want you to love me so much that you'll not be able to breathe without me." Jin hugged you tightly, "Because that's what you are to me."

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Idk why but I always imagine Jin as a player lol. It's easier for me to write Jin as a bad boy than a sweet boyfriend.