BTS Imagines

J-hope ~ love : evil

A/N:
This trailer describes my love for Hoseok and Jimin; twisted and angsty. 😭

Bless you Bighit for gracing us with Hoseok's beauty in this trailer.🙏🏻

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"Hoseok come out! Let's play!" You came again along with your contagious smile. You look brighter and brighter everyday that I was so afraid to become close to you but you were trying so hard and eventually you touched my cold heart.

We were always together. We were always so close. I felt a strong bond connecting us. Ever since we were young, I've always wanted you to be mine. I've always treated you as my Queen. You were the one thing that is most important to me but soon you started to have other friends and I was left alone.

You played with them, laughed with them. You said you would still visit me and you did. You kept the promise but you were slowly forgetting me. As you grow old, we also grew apart.

I was desperate. I walked outside even when I know it would hurt me. The light was so inviting, just like you, just like your smile. Like a fool, I tried to reach for you. I stepped out of my boundary and into the world you lived in.

I am not meant to go into the light just like I am not meant to love you. It burned me because I am the moth that fell victim to the fire. I missed you. I want to see you so bad that I'd risk my life on it.

"Hoseok?" You spoke my name again. Your saw the bandages that covered half of my torso.

"Don't come close." I stopped you when you were about to step forward. Your eyes softened as you look at me, "What are you doing here? I don't need your pity! Go back to your friends. I don't need you."

"I'm sorry." You stood still by the door. You took one step and the another, slowly you inched towards my bed. You touched my hair softly, "It's because of me, isn't it? I hurt you. I'm sorry."

"I'm not blaming you." I said, moving away from you, because you make me weak. I don't want to be weak anymore. "I am not supposed to have friends and you are not supposed to be here. You know what I am. You know what I can do." I added but you stayed frozen in your place. "I don't want to hurt you. Leave. Please, Y/N."

"I can't just leave you." You smiled, carefully holding my hand, "I know what you are and to be honest, I was so scared of you at first but that's not the case anymore. You're the nicest person I know, Hoseok. You won't hurt anyone."

"A person?"

I let out a laugh that got you looking at me with puzzled eyes. In the darkness, I lived. In the darkness, I discovered what I truly am. I embraced the truth that I am the son of a monster, the only child of the royal bloodline.

"You called me a person? I feed on blood, Y/N! You make me laugh." I yelled, retrieving my hand from her. "What if I'm just pretending to be nice? Have you ever thought of that? And yet, you thoughtlessly came here, unarmed and defenseless! You don't know how easy it is for me to kill you right now."

You only stared at me, into my fiery amber colored eyes, "I know that." You brought your hand up to my cheek. "I know you're angry at me. I know you felt lonely but I didn't forget you. I would never forget you, Hoseok.."

"Master, Hoseok." A knock came on my door by then I knew that you musn't be seen by them. Your wide eyes gazed up at me, like a deer caught in headlights. I took your wrist and pulled you to my closet, "Stay here and don't make a sound."