He broke your heart.
The asshole who told you lies after lies. He told you can trust him. He held your hand and said it's okay to fall in love with him but when you did, he wasn't there to break your fall.
He was a liar.
He made you believe in a fairytale called love. You thought he was finally the one but what you didn't know was that he got you wrapped around his finger. He got you believing that he loved you.
You always pictured the two of you together for a long time. You were ready to give him anything he asked for but he said goodbye before he could even say I love you.
He was a liar.
Love doesn't exist anymore. It stopped existing when he stopped looking at you like you were the best thing that ever happened to him. Love was now only a word you're never going to discover, not by yourself.
Kim Taehyung.
As much as you hated him. You know you needed him. You need the man who used to keep you warm in his arms; the man who would stay by your side until you fall asleep; the man who you thought he was. He made you like every single thing about him, from his soft locks to his deceiving eyes. You loved all of him and it's keeping you chained in the past.
Did he ever love you? You kept thinking back to the same phrase yet even until now, you don't have the answer.
How can two people who used to be the bestest friends become strangers to each other just as easy as strangers could become friends?
"I'm sorry." Taehyung said to you. You wanted to hate him so much but you had no more strength by now because you don't want to lie to yourself anymore, you still love him. "Y/N, please say something."
You've been avoiding his eyes because you knew that you'll fall for him all over again, "Honestly, I have nothing more to say to you, Taehyung. I've said everything that day. What else do you want to hear from me?"
"I don't have any excuses." Taehyung suddenly dropped his gaze and stared at his shoes, "We fell out of love, Y/N."
"No, I didn't. You did." You then lifted your head to look at him, "I still love you and I hate being the fool who fell head over heels for you but I can't blame you, can I?"
Taehyung met your eyes and he saw the girl he grew up with; the girl he fell in love with. You were crying. "It wasn't my intention to hurt you. I've known you ever since we were little and you know that I would never even think of hurting you."
"Then why?" You sobbed, your tears blurring your vision of him.
"I don't know." He told you. "I thought I loved you."
...
All those years of friendship with Taehyung all went down the drain as you tried to forget him. You have moved on or so you thought you have until you saw him again.
You didn't expect to hear from Taehyung, not today of all days. After three years of not appearing in front of you, suddenly he was now present in your engagement party. He came alone in a formal suit that he wore when you celebrated your first year as a couple. You couldn't be more furious at the sight of him mingling with your friends which were also his friends since you were in both in one circle of friends.
"Hi Y/N." You jumped when he came to whisper over your shoulders. He soaked you all in, your unchanged face along with your tightly sealed lips, "You look beautiful as always. Congratulations on getting engaged."
"Don't talk to me. I don't want to start trouble." You told him, keeping your voice low and your facial expression neutral so as to avoid gaining attention.
"I didn't come here to make trouble." Taehyung replied but you knew it was a lie. He was always bad news for you. "Are you really getting married with that guy?"
"That guy?" You taunted. "That guy is my fiancé and yes, I'm marrying him. Unlike you, he loves me."
"He doesn't." Taehyung glanced at the direction of your fiancé, observng him as if he knew him better than you. He then grabbed a glass of scotch from one of the servers, "And I can tell that you don't love him too." Taehyung eyed you as he sipped on his drink.
"Really Taehyung?" You couldn't control your expression any longer as you watched how he easily mocked you in your own engagement party, "After all those years of not showing your face to me, you come here and tell me that I don't love the man I'm going to marry." You grabbed a drink of your own and drank it in one shot, "I've had enough of your shit. Leave or else I'll call the security to drag you out."
His eyes flickered for a moment, you saw something you very well recognize in them, or was it also an illusion. Taehyung's face softened as he stared at your eyes filled with resentment, "I know I hurt you really bad back then. I'm not going to deny it and I have spent everyday hating myself for hurting the most important girl in my life.. But believe me when I tell you this, he's not the one for you. I know because he doesn't look like a lovesick fool when he sees you. The fact that he left you here, alone, allowing this conversation between us to happen is already proof that he doesn't care about you."
"He trusts me that's why." You replied, holding the anger in your eyes, "And if you didn't know, trust is important to keep a relationship going."
"Is it?" Taehyung stepped closer to you, "Don't lie to yourself, Y/N. He only sees you as a trophy, something he can brag about and call his. I know that you're not stupid so listen to what I'm saying." He closed in the gap between the two of you, his hand held onto your wrist and kept you in place as his other hand caressed your warm cheek. "You're not going to be happy with him. He's not the one you love. am I right?"
"I hate you." A tear rolled down your eye, ruining the night that your fiancé prepared for the two of you, "Why are you doing this to me? I thought we decided to become strangers to each other after having that talk. But why did you come tonight? I hate you. I hate you so much, Kim Taehyung."
"I know." He said, pulling you close.
The people in the party were all busy attending to their own business that nobody noticed Taehyung holding you in his arms, not even your fiancé. You hated to admit it but Taehyung was right. You're lying to yourself. You've been deceiving yourself, thinking that you'd be happy marrying someone else when you never really got over him.
That night you came home with him, felt his heartbeat as you fell asleep on his chest. You didn't think of the consequences. You didn't care about anything; you were fine being hurt by him again. Finally, you've accepted that he was the only one you can love. Your fate was only with him.
He was a liar.
How come you're fine with it? He kept that smile as he played with your emotions. You don't even know which is real and what is not when you look at him yet you wished he'd lie to you until the day you die so you'll never go through the pain of being without him again.
You love him so much, enough to break your heart into pieces and back again.
A/N; I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THIS WOULD MAKE SENSE TO YOU GUYS lol I JUST WROTE BY WHAT I'M FEELING RN
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