Jin ~ All or Nothing

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You caught him looking at you. Your eyes met only for a second before he looked away and smiled to himself. Your relationship with Jin was confusing and you have no idea why you're still putting up with it. Perhaps you're beginning to have feelings for him.

No.

You agreed to play his game but the condition was the first person who falls, becomes the loser. That is why feelings are absolutely out of the question for you.

Your world and his world collided when you transferred to his school but for two years, you were both oblivious to each other until that one fateful accident that made it impossible for you to forget his face. You walked in on them, he stood erect while the girl was on her knees. Jin didn't even look surprised. He smiled at you when your face froze from both the embarassment and the shock. The girl he was with immediately ran at the back with her clothes which left you alone in the room with Jin.

"I-I'm so sorry!!" You bowed to him, hiding your flustered face.

You hear his belt tingle as he fixed his clothes, "It's fine. You're in the same class as me, right?"

"Y-yes." You kept your head down and your face hidden behind your hair, "I won't tell anyone. I promise so you don't have to worry about a rumor starting."

He laughed, "What's your name?" Jin walked up to you when you didn't answer him, "Okay, fine. I won't ask anymore. See you tomorrow."

With that he left you alone but you were never the same. You longed for him. You want to see him everyday. You want to touch him. You want him to say your name. You want to know more about him.

Jin looked like any other guy in the class but his guise comes off when you are alone with him. No one knows this side of Jin but you. He makes you want him but you can't. You can't be greedy. You shouldn't want more. That was the rule.

"Jin." You moaned his name when he slammed your body behind the door of your house.

"Say my name again." Jin whispered hotly in your ear. You complied without hesitation and it pushed him to the edge. "Why do you make me want you so bad?"

"What?" You felt like you were on cloud nine as Jin kissed you intimately. You start to become incoherent as his lips lavished your neck.

"I know you want me too." His lips hovered dangerously close to yours. "Don't reject me, y/n. I need you."

Jin preyed on your body. Owning you. Dominating you. "I can't wait anymore." He growled as he tore your clothes away. Jin wasted no time. He lifted you up to his waist, sliding your underwear to the side with his fingers.

"Ah!" You cried, holding tight on his shoulders at his sudden penetration.

"Oh shit. Are you a virgin?" He held you against the wall. You nodded as you lean your head down on his shoulders. "Why didn't you tell me? Where's your room?"

"Second floor. On the left." You couldn't move, afraid that the pain will worsen. Jin sensed your anxiousness so he secured you against him, not bothering to pull out of you and cause you more discomfort, he hurriedly carried you to your room.

"Ahh~" you shamelessly moaned when he was halfway up your staircase. You didn't know where the pain disappeared to but now all you feel was pure bliss and pleasure from Jin. You bounced on him with every step he took, throwing your head back in pleasure. He grunted silently, fingers digging into your flesh, barely holding on to his self control.

Again, your mouth spilled more moans, "Jin.. ah.."

He stopped infront of your bed and gently laid you down. You arched your back when he put his weight on top of you. The silent tremors took over your body. "Fuck. Did you just cum?"

He watched your face closely, your eyes shut and your chest heaved. Jin pulled out of you. You want to sleep but his fingers burn your skin with every touch he made.

"Open your eyes." Jin commanded, he spread your legs wide, swiping a finger across your wet folds to taste you, "Do you want to feel good?"

"Yes." You breathed out, still riding out your high on his fingers. Jin smirked and replaced his fingers with his hard length.

"How does this feel?" He moved slowly, sensually inside of you, going in so deep, reaching your core. You squirmed under him when he surprised you with a hard thrust, "Remember this feeling.. Only I can make you feel like this."

"Jin." You clawed on his back and came together with him. That was the first of the many times you did it with Jin. The beginning was pure lust and desires until you realized you wanted a serious relationship with him which he told you from the beginning that he can never give to you.

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You turn around and found him waiting for you to finish your cleaning duties. Jin had been with a lot of girls before. He confessed to you, saying you were the only one who fascinated him among all those girls in his past. You don't know what to believe though because Jin is a devil dressed like an angel. He can lie to you, twist his words and make you believe they're real.

"Hi." He smiled, sitting on one of the desks while you cleaned the board, "Let's go home together?"

"I thought you said no walking home together?" You didn't look at him. "That's number 5 on your rules, right?"

"Wow~ you remembered that? That was like two years ago." He propped his chin on his hand.

"Jin." You stopped what you were doing and faced him, "I don't want to do this anymore."

He frowned, rolling his lollipop to the other side of his mouth, "Why?"

"I can't do it anymore." You looked away. Those two years of being with him stabbed you in the chest. You need to get away from him before you fall for him even deeper. You already lost the game.

"What if I don't want to stop?" Jin said, his eyebrows angrily knitted together, "What will you do?"

You were surprised by his answer. Is he playing with you?

"I'm not entitled to you!" You let your gaze drop on the floor. "We don't have obligations wit each other so I'm free to stop when I want to."

"Tell me why!" He hit the desk and bit his lollipop so hard that it cracked into two pieces and some of it's shattered pieces fell to the floor. He stood up and grabbed his bag when you kept your silence, "Call me when you're ready to talk."

"Why? Why are you so difficult?" You called after him, "Why is it so hard for you to let me go? I'm just like one of your girls so why can't you turn your back and walk away, Jin?"

"No. You're not like one of them." Jin said. "Because I care for you, y/n. I don't want you to leave me."

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I'm sorry guys!! It turned into a smut again.
I orginally wrote this as fluff but I don't know what happened in between. Maybe it was the music I was listening to? Ack! I really don't know..
Why is this happening to me? Maybe I don't know how to write fluff anymore.. T^T

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