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God I feel sooo fucking sick.


I feel like I'm thirteen again and I'm whining alll the time and I just want so much damn pity. I don't wanna feel this way, I want to go to a doctor and get help already.


I just want to scream I don't feel like me anymore. I feel like someone else. I feel like someone else is controlling me. This isn't what I want.


Ughhh my emotions are always reflecting theirs or what they do. If they seem happy, I'm happy. If they seem any less then happy, I'm breaking near tears.


Sometimes I feel like I can hardly breathe.


No. I do wanna feel this way.


But the wrong person. The wrong time


I'm too obsessed to care.

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