The Other Woman (HAESOO)[18+]

Forever In My Bed

Training your mind to be stronger than your emotions is crucial to avoid losing yourself. This is something she has successfully done for quite some time now. Writing down her thoughts and emotions in her diary every day has become a meditative process for her, allowing her to reflect on every aspect of her life. She takes this practice seriously and never misses a day. Even when she couldn't access her diary in her apartment, she continued writing in a small notebook that was given to her by Haein just a week ago.

Lying on the soft carpeted floor, she poured her heart out onto the pages of her diary, trying to capture the whirlwind of emotions from the argument she had with Haein just three hours ago. Her thoughts raced as she scribbled for over an hour, completely absorbed in the act of writing. Suddenly, a gentle knock on the door broke her concentration, causing her to pause the pen before it could mark the page any further.

"Jisoo? Can I come in? Please?!" Haein's voice was soft and pleading. Jisoo nervously nibbled on her bottom lip, contemplating whether to allow him entry. After a moment of hesitation, she decided to open the door, realizing that she didn't want to hold onto her anger towards him any longer.

As Haein entered the room, Jisoo noticed the weariness etched on his face. He made his way over to her, moving slowly, and settled himself on the floor beside her. In response, Jisoo shifted her position, sitting cross-legged on the floor beside him, ready to engage in whatever conversation was to come.

"....I've been thinking a lot about our conversation earlier, and I realize I've been in the wrong. I'm truly sorry for my actions," Haein began, his voice filled with sincerity. "I understand your fear and I know that risking my life is the last thing you want. But I want you to know that I will always fight for you, even if you don't agree."

"I understand and respect your decision not to stay here with me. I know you have your reasons," Haein spoke earnestly. "But I still believe it's not safe for you to return to your old place. He could easily find you there. So, please allow me to rent an apartment for you in the city. It's the only way I'll feel at ease with you not staying here. It's the only way I won't be constantly worrying about you," he insisted, his gaze steady. Jisoo smiled softly, meeting his concerned eyes with gratitude.

"I've also done some reflecting, and I realize that I haven't been considering your concerns enough. I understand now how worried you are about my safety. Going back to my old place would be foolish and reckless," Jisoo admitted, acknowledging Haein's valid points.

"Therefore, I agree to your suggestion of moving to a new place! It's the best decision for both of us. I'll be safe, and you'll have peace of mind," Jisoo replied. Haein let out a sigh of relief, feeling reassured as he rubbed his forehead, grateful for Jisoo's understanding.

"Yes, it's the right decision, Jisoo. I don't want you to think that I'm trying to control your life. I'm just incredibly worried about you," Haein expressed sincerely. Jisoo's heart fluttered at his words, and she couldn't help but smile, feeling touched by his concern.

"Haein....I understand, and I want you to know that I love you for that. I love you for caring about me, for making me feel valued and wanted. I love you for not judging me, for not making me feel bad or guilty about my life," Jisoo said softly, holding his hands tightly in hers, expressing her deep gratitude and affection.

"I don't know when or how it happened, but I've fallen deeply for you. I want to love you genuinely, to give a name to our relationship... I want to be certain that what we share is real," Haein declared, his gaze unwavering. Jisoo couldn't help but smile at his sincere and heartfelt words, feeling a rush of happiness and warmth in her heart.

"Only if you promise me that you won't do anything reckless... like confronting the man from my old apartment!" Jisoo stated firmly. Haein let out a heavy sigh, his gaze dropping to the floor. He felt conflicted, torn between his protective instincts and his promise to Jisoo.