Separation and Obsession (Hyde x Female Reader)

Chapter 23

Hyde's POV

I watched as (y

) disappeared, the farther we drove away. When she was out of sight, a sudden depression swept over me. Knowing that this could've been the last time I could see her for a while. Who knows how long we'd be apart for. The thought of it all was depressing, my mind began to sink into sorrow. The only thing that came to my mind was to sing to myself quietly for some comfort ("Pieces" verse 2):

"Daisuki na sono egao kumorasete gomen ne (I'm sorry for making that smiling face I love so much glum)

Inotte mo toki no nagare hayasugite tooku made (Even if I prayed, the flow of time is much too fast)

Nagasareta kara modorenakute" (Because I was washed away so far, I cannot return)

No one said much on the drive back, neither did I. What could I say? What could they say? The four of us went back up to the suite so we could start packing our things. Though, I didn't feel like doing anything really. I went over to sit on the sofa but Tetsuya stopped me. I looked back at him, seeing that Ken and Yukihiro were standing by him. They all looked concerned. "Don't mind me" I told them, not wanting my depression to make them feel bad. I turned my face away from them. No one said anything at first. But I was surprised when I felt someone hug me. "She told us to watch over you and that's what we're going to do. We know you're hurting, don't just suffer in silence. We're here for you" Tetsuya said, trying to comfort me in a hug. I had let my depression take over subconsciously. But the gloom was just so strong. Certainly it was something that would be hard to overcome alone. Especially since I wasn't expecting to react like this at all. "I'm sorry. It's just very hard" I told him, not exactly sure what to say or how to explain it. But I knew they understood. I hugged Tetsuya back. "You two get over here. Just for a second" Tetsuya had called for Ken and Yukihiro to join in for a group hug. Moments like these, really made us feel like a family. The group came in for a hug and it really did help chase the depression away. For now at least. I could feel the relief coming from everyone else as they felt an improvement in my mood. "Alright that's enough hugging for me" Ken broke the silence and went off elsewhere in the suite. Tetsuya and Yukihiro gave me some space. "Let's put on some music as we pack, it will help", Yukihiro suggested, knowing better than to leave me to think in silence.

Your POV

You went inside to greet Yume, who was waiting for you at the door. Oddly enough, you felt a wave of this sadness in your heart hit you. You were bummed out you may not be able to see Hyde for a while but it wouldn't have felt this strong to you. This must be his feelings. Damn. You really hope the band would comfort him like you asked. You could feel a gloomy haziness fogging your head. It really did not feel good. It only made you want to worry over Hyde and how he was doing. "Are you alright (Y\N)? Are you missing Hideto already?" Yume asked, seeing a change in your demeanor. Of course you missed him, but that wasn't the issue here. It was more him missing you and this vampire connection the two of you had. If you could feel his sadness, could he feel yours? Either way, you mustn't let worry and anxiety bring you down. You had to be strong for him at least. Even if it was hard to do at the moment. "I'm alright. Just a little down that he might not be able to see me before I leave. Though the more important part is that he willingly to give a long distance relationship a shot. So I have to look at this as a glass half full, you know" you explained to Yume. You had to give her some logical reason, since vampire explanations were out the window. But what you told her was the truth of the situation from your eyes. "I see. That is a bummer. But as long as the two of you want to make it work, that's all that matters in the end. At Least you can call him and who knows, maybe he can come out to visit you. That'll be fun huh?" Yume replies, trying to help you see the positives. If Hyde could come out to see you, that would be amazing. Though, that would take a lot of convincing on their part. Hopefully, their vampire manager could work out something for them to do so. Better not get your hopes up too high. Just playing it day by day.

The next two days went by. You spend as much time texting Hyde and even got to call him a few times. Even if Yume was being a bit nosey and kept intervening, at least there was no risk of her finding out who you were really talking to. She did, however, help the two of you find a good app so you could video call each other once you returned home. Though you did share an apartment with Yume, so you'd have to call him in private.

It was now time to leave Japan and return home. You, Yume and Leo packed all your things and got ready to leave for the airport. You really wished you could see Hyde one last time, but crying about it wouldn't make it happen. You sighed and put all your belongings in the car. Yume's uncle would be dropping you three off at the airport. On the bright side, you didn't have to wake up so early like last time. But you weren't looking forward to the jet lag. The three of you went to the airport two hours early but since the place was so big, there was plenty of time to look around and find something to eat too. The three of you took your time, until it was almost time to go check in.

Hyde's POV

We were just about to drive out of the city to meet with our manager. I sat in the back seat feeling a bit glum that I wouldn't be able to see (y

) one last time. Yukihiro was on the phone and had just ended his call, "If you could do that just for a little while, it would mean a lot. We'll explain more once we get there" he said to the person on the other side of the phone, then he hung up. "Good news. Kazuma will be able to make it to the meeting. He just got back early" he announced. That was at least one good thing. Though it was too late to postpone the meeting. "I asked him for a favor. He's going to try to keep Sawamura occupied for a little while to buy us some time" he told us. Buy us time for what? Wait. Yukihiro didn't mean what I thought he was suggesting. "You can thank him afterwards" Yukihiro looked at me for a second. Once he told me that, I knew it was true. I was going to be able to go see her before she left. "Tetsuya, please take us to the airport" ,Yukihiro requested. "You're the boss" , Tetsuya didn't hesitate and quickly changed directions. I felt a burst of happiness and hope at that moment. To see her one last time for a while, was a dream. I took off my seatbelt so I could hug Yukihiro, who was sitting on the opposite side of the car. That's why he's been on the phone so much these past two days. He was trying to get something to work out so I could see her.

I became a little anxious wanting to get there as fast as I could. I probably could've ran to the airport by myself on nothing but excitement and motivation. "When we get there Tetsuya, I need you to drop us off at the front. Hyde, run as fast as you can and try to find her. Hopefully she's not past the gate yet. Ken and I will follow you, doing our best to keep people from interfering. It might be a pain in the a*s but I think we can handle it" Yukihiro explained the plan he had in his head. I won't stop running no matter what comes my way. Even if something like this could get me into a lot of trouble. I know Yukihiro and Ken will be able to clean up after me. For once, thankfully, we were vampires. "I get to knock people out? Like for real?", Ken asked happily at the idea he could have a chance to use his vampire abilities so freely. "Only if they try to stop us. But I think we should be okay with how fast we can move, most people probably won't feel more than a breeze going past them" he told Ken. I didn't know vampire's could run that fast, or maybe people just don't care to notice? This would be the first time I'd have to run through a crowded area, trying not to draw attention to myself. But for her, I'd do anything. The built up of so many emotions, excitement, anxiety, desperation, even fear. It felt like a cape of storms. It echoes the pain I feel inside.