𝐁𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

54 | Dangerous Boyfriend

How can I translate
Your light into words, my dear
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"It's not too late to turn back" I look to Minho who sits beside me. His gaze watched me worriedly and I gave with a small reassuring smile, squeezing his hand three times.

"I want to do this," I tell him, my eyes leave his as I peer at the venue that comes into view the closer we get. It was up on a hill and the road to it was a long but straight path. "Plus, it feels too late to change my mind"

"It's never too late" He reminds me, "Even if your mind changes the second the ceremony starts, you say the word and we will leave"

I look at him again and inhale deeply, "Thank you" I lean closer to him, "For being here with me"

Minho picks up our intertwined hands and places a kiss on the back of mine "If you decided to hate me forever after the other night, I still would've been here with you"

My brows push together "Why?" I ask him, genuinely curious.

It was his turn to inhale a deep long breath, "If you decided to hate me that wouldn't have changed how much I care about you" He told me openly and honestly, looking into my eyes like he was inviting me to see his sincerity.

I frown lightly "You told me to leave that night" I shake my head lightly, "If I left, you would've let me"

"Yeah, I would" He stays honest with me. I don't get the sense of him holding something back like I used to.

"Why?" It seems like the only question that I kept having. Wondering and curious about the answers that await it.

Minho looks down for a moment at our hands that held together, intertwined and never letting go. Now, I noticed he was thinking over his response. Not in a way that made him tense up but in a way that he was also fully wondering himself.

"I didn't plan on meeting you," He says finally, looking up to meet my focused gaze. "It was all unexpected for me, everything was when it came to you. I'm not a club type of guy and I'm sure as hell not someone that's desperate for any type of physical relationship—"

"Oh really?" I give him a smirk and he lets out a breathy chuckle.

"No, I'm not but that's the point. You seemed different, you made me feel different and it was confusing yet so addictive that I couldn't stay away"

"But you wouldn't run after me if I left?" I ask him, "All I'm hearing is how much you care but that is telling differently"

"You admitted it to me," He tells me, "This life isn't for you, and trust me I knew that way before we started getting serious. When I first looked into your eyes I knew you deserved a normal life that's beautiful and people don't realize how much of privilege that is" He says gently, "You deserve better than this... then what awaits you up on that hill, but I will never make those decisions for you"

"Even if it hurt you?"

Minho nods "Even if it hurts me" He admits to me, "As long as you're here, I will never take that for granted"

The car halts and I knew what that meant. Never looking away from Minho but leaning in and giving him a long kiss on his lips that he reciprocates.

Pulling away and saying "And I'll never take your honesty for granted"

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The ceremony was beautiful. That's all I can say. A bit much for my taste but in all honesty I never thought about marriage and with that a wedding.