If I loved you

About our first kiss

I stood there for a moment and then sat down next to him.

'What's wrong?' I softly asked.

But he didn't open his eyes. Tears were rolling down continuously from his closed eyelids.

Don't tell me now that you are regretting your actions!

'If you want to say sorry, then save it. I don't want to hear it.' I said dejectedly.

'I am sorry.' He opened his teary eyes and looked at me.

See? He is really an idiot.

'I just said that I don't want to hear it.'

'I am not saying this because I kissed you....'

Oh.

Then why are you sorry? I looked at him questioningly.

'I am sorry that I.....I.... couldn't control my emotions and kissed you forcefully.'

'What's the difference? The main point is you kissed me and now you are saying sorry.' I narrowed my eyes.

He sat up and put his head on my shoulder. His hands hesitantly wrapped in my waist.

'Please don't hate me.'

'I don't hate you.'

'New......'

'I am mad but not very mad. Now get up and put on the shirt.'

'Your lips......I am sorry.' His voice became very low.

What? My lips? I opened my phone camera and saw a bite mark on my lower lip. They are swollen too. If someone sees they are going to definitely notice it first.

'You are crying because of this?' I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

'I am sorry I hurt you.'

Oh my god! Should I just smack his head! He is crying and saying sorry because of this!

Just how cute are you!

I couldn't hold back my laughter anymore.

Tay was shocked and looked at me with tearful eyes.

'You idiot!' I hugged him tightly and pressed his head on my shoulder. His back was full of dirt. I started to clean them by rubbing gently.

My big baby.

'New....'

'Did you forget that you bit me harder than this when you kissed me at the airport?' I said while having a hard time suppressing my laughter.

But this time he pushed me away and looked at me. His naked upper body was glistening in the sunlight. But his eyes were full of shock.

'You! You remembered?'

'Will you be able to forget your first kiss?'

'First...kiss?'

'Mn. It was my first kiss and I think it was your first kiss too.'

He nodded in a daze.

'I was drunk and dizzy and somewhat disoriented but I remember the kiss very well. You were biting and licking and biting again. I wanted to punch you but wasn't feeling well so I let you go.'

I didn't mention that I thought he was Luke.....and later I thought it was Phuong....

No need to share too much information.

His face was pale and I was afraid that he would start crying anytime soon so I hurriedly added,

'Don't worry. You will improve quickly. Today you only bit me once.' I tried to praise his kissing skill.