If I loved you

I need you like a heart needs a beat

In a fraction of a second I made up my mind.

With a tricky maneuver I quickly freed my wrists from his grasp. Before he could register what's happening I changed our position and now I am on top of him holding his hand securely above his head with one hand and with swiftly lowered his pants with the other.

He was already hard down there and because of my actions now it sprang up freely.

'New!' He gasped.

'I am going to let go of your hands but if you touch me once I will tie you up understand?'

He nodded in a daze.

So I came down from his body and let go of his hand. Then guided them to hold the black bars on the head board. He held them tightly and looked at me with a heaving chest.

I lowered my face and looked at him straight in the eyes and said,

'You have two options tonight. Do you want my hand or do you want my mouth?'

His breathing hitched for a second and he withdrew his hands from the head board.

'What I just told you!' I grabbed his hand and narrowed my eyes. He exhaled loudly and grabbed the bars again.

'If you don't decide quickly then I will do whatever I want. Do you want that?'

'Kiss me first.' He said with difficulty.

I chuckled softly and went in for a kiss. It was so passionate that I was having a hard time to pull away.

'New....let me touch you.'

'No.' Because if you touch me right now we won't be able to stop ourselves.

I ended the kiss and without further delay grabbed his member and started to stroke slowly.

'Ah!' Tay gasped loudly.

'Shhh.... keep it down.' I warned him while speeding up the process.

Tay didn't make a sound but his face was full of sweat. He bit his lips and looked at me with pleading eyes.

'No. You are not allowed to touch me.' I shook my head and without breaking the eye contact slowly lowered my head and took it in my mouth.

Tay threw his head back and growled in a suppressed voice.

I don't know how to do it properly but I followed my instinct and picked up a comfortable pace.

Tay started to move his hips and we found a harmonious rhythm. But it didn't take him too long to say,

'Take it out! Take it out! I am going to.....' He looked at me with agitation.

I listened to him and the moment I took it out of my mouth he came.

I was proud of myself. Never ever I thought about doing this to another person but now I am glad that I did it. Because that another person is Tay.

He was panting heavily and the veins in his hands which were still holding the bars were throbbing like crazy.

I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and smiled at him.

'If you listen to me and stay here like a good boy and do not make a fuss I will let you touch me next time. So have patience and wait for me okay? I will come back in no time.'

His eyes were still reeling from the pleasure he just received. I lied down next to him and took his hands which were still holding the bars and placed them in their right place.

'Now sleep. And remember, I don't want to leave too but I am doing this so that in future I can stay with you without any worries. I started this .....now let me finish it.'