If I loved you

The deep rooted fear

'Are you fucking crazy?! Do you know how dangerous it is to run into the pitch black mountains?! You can die, you can really fucking die!'

Luke was shouting madly at New but New was silent.

'Stop shouting! Can't you see he is unconscious!' I shouted back.

'Someone, bring some light over here!' Mr Narawin shouted at his men.

The moment two or three bright torches are shown on New's face I gasped loudly.

His face was white as sheet and his lips were cracked but the main thing was his chin and the front of the shirt was a bloody mess.

'Start the car! He is bleeding internally!' Luke hurriedly tried to hold him but I hugged him tightly and didn't let go.

'Don't you dare try to take him away from me!' I glared at him.

'Tay....you won't be able to carry him. Let Luke do it.'

'No! I am not leaving his side. I will carry him to the car. I can do that..'

'You! Stop making it difficult!' Luke wasn't ready to give up.

But suddenly New stirred awake and looked around with a baffled expression.

'Newiee!' Luke held his face in both of his hands.

But New started to shake his head as if he wanted to get rid of those hands.

'New... it's okay. Everything is fine...' This time Mr Narawin spoke. But New was restless.

I tightened my hug and his movements stopped abruptly. Then he slowly turned his head and looked at me.

'Te te?'

'Mn?'

'You are here...' He smiled beautifully and slowly closed his eyes, again losing his consciousness.

'He was looking for you.' Mr Narawin patted my back.

'Fine. Let's not waste any more time and go to the hospital.' Luke got up and helped me stand up with New in my arms. I couldn't help but give him a cold snort.

New was looking for me. He rejected your touch without even saying a word.

Luke gave me a glare and started to walk towards the car.

'P New!'

Non was already sitting inside a police car but his eyes were glued to this side. I intentionally hid New in my arms and Luke blocked his view by changing sides.

Go to hell! Don't dare to come closer to my New ever again!
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We had to stop at the nearest hospital to arrange an ambulance for New on our way home because he was deteriorating very fast. Then without wasting time we came to Bangkok and went straight to the hospital where Dr Wut was waiting at the emergency gate along with our parents.

Upon seeing New the first thing he uttered was.....

'I am not going to treat him.'

'Dr Wut!'

'Every time! Every single time he comes here, his condition is worse than the previous one. If he wants to court death, that's completely his decision but I am not going to be a part of this.'

'This time it's not like that. Please....' I grabbed his white lab coat and tugged at it.

'And you.. don't try to follow his footsteps. Your hand was just healed and now your knees are wounded? What's wrong with you?'