The Captured Moments: Scandalous Series 3 [ON-GOING]

Chapter 47

"We only have two weeks left to shoot here."

Kumuha ako ng isang slice ng pizza at diretso itong isinaksak sa bibig ko. It was a great news. Finally, I wouldn't have to be concerned about seeing Ethan. Ngunit umabot na ng tatlong linggo na hindi kami nagkikita.

I should be happy.

I don't need to guard myself.

Hindi na ako binabangungot habang bukas ang dalawa kong mga mata.

Ngunit hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit hinahanap pa rin ng dibdib ko 'yong presensya niya.

"This is good news because the drive here is exhausting." tugon ko kay Jet na nakatitig sa mukha ko.

"You didn't seem happy." makahulugan niyang sinabi.

Nagkibit balikat ako. "I'm only happy when I'm with Rowan."

Totoo naman. When I was with Rowan, I felt at peace. I don't have anything to worry about except his annoying remark. Iyon lang talaga. But overall. . . If Rowan was the only man in a different universe, I'd track him down and join him.

Nakaalalay lang kami sa mga lead artists at supporting artists sa mga nagdaang araw. Mga emotional sila dahil sa mga scenes which is understandable. Kahit naman iyong dibdib ko ay nakikisabay din sa pagiging emosyonal dahil nabasa ko ang libro.

I was good at hiding it because I had my hip flask and my cigarette with me. I just watch them shed a tear as if they were in the fictional world they are depicting. Normal naman ang mga ganito sa set lalo na kung nadadala ka sa eksena. Lalo na kung dinidibdib mo ang bawat linya at ang mga kasunod na mangyayari.

I blew out my smoke and closed my eyes. Alas syete palang ng gabi. Mamayang midnight matatapos ang shoot. Break namin ngayon at ginusto kong mapag-isa habang nakasandal sa kotse ko.

Habang binabalikan ang mga palitan ng linya kanina sa set. . . I coundn't stop myself from wondering how my real mother would react if she found out that I once dated my fucking half brother? Magagalit din kaya siya sa akin? Or will she blame herself? And what about our father?

Alam niya kaya na anak niya ako? Baka hindi. . . because he would never start another family if he did. Nakailang beses akong bumalik sa Baguio para magtanong sa namamahala doon.

And I learned that my mother carried me alone. No one knows that she was pregnant. Her parents were maintaining her high profile with people. She must have been showered with love. . .

Kaya sa akin napunta ang pagiging miserable niya. Ang mga kasalanan na ginawa niya. . . ako itong nagbabayad.

And right after Mathew Miranda learned that Mercy had miscarriage. He also discovered that Ethan's mother is pregnant. Wow. . . He has a really nice dick. He must be blessed.

I exhaled a large amount of air and opened my eyes. I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. But I halted when our gazes met. 

Akala ko hindi na kami magkikita? Pero bahay niya naman ito. At dito umuuwi ang girlfriend niya. Hindi ko na dapat kailangan magtaka.

I remained contact with his. Wala akong maintindihan sa reaction niya. Mukhang wala rin siyang plano mag iwas ng tingin. And we just stood there. . . staring at each other.

"What is it, Miranda?" tanong ko ng hindi na matagalan ang katahimikan. "Huwag mong sabihing ipapawalis mo rin itong space na ito dahil nagsigarilyo ako?"

"Humor me." he started walking.

"Then don't stare."

The side of his lips rose. "It was entertaining to watch you."