TNN one shots

Bridge

TW: CHILD ABUSE, TORTURE, SUICUDAL THOUGHTS, MEDICAL PROBLEMS AND JUST BE CAREFUL READING THIS CHAPTER IF ANY OF THESE AFFECT YOU 

AN: I had to listen to happy music to write this so I didn't slip or anything i recommend doing the same if you do read it is a tough one but it does have a happy ending, i will not be doing a part 2 of this this is a stand alone one shot 

THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING DO NOT READ IF THESE AFFECT YOU

ENJOY SOME HOW 

You were sat in the breakroom not moving, you were sat at the table trying to calm down but all you could hear were your dads voice screaming at you from the phone call you had just got from him and you just didn't know what to do, finally standing up you walked out the breakroom leaving your phone on the table and walked out the building not noticing that a certain brunette was watching you from the window, you walked down the steps and decided to take a walk into the forest that was over the road from the nursery. Crossing the road you headed down the path and followed it down and ended up near a cliff edge, sitting down on the edge of the cliff you tried to calm the voices in your head but you weren't being successful, everyone in the nursery thought you had two loving parents but that wasn't the case you had parents who hated everything about you and made sure to tell you that as well, you were used to being used like a slave at home and the beating you would get if something wasn't done correctly by your parents, you put your head in your hands and wished you had someone who loved you for who you are, sitting up you pulled the sleave of your jumper up and winced when you saw your wrist was black and blue coloured but you knew your whole body was the same colour since your parents had given you a 2 hours beating for being 2 minutes late home from work and that was the beginning of your punishment and the scolding shower you got forced to take had left you with burns on your back and the back of your legs, pulling down your sleave you wished that someone would hold you and keep you safe but you didn't know who to trust except for one person but you still didn't know how to say anything to them.

You were sitting on the edge still and let the tears fall from the pain and numbness you were feeling from the years of abuse and torture, the more you cried the more numb you became and just wanted the pain to end and you felt your heart start racing the more you cried and panicked you became from the thoughts you were having not that it was unusual for you to have these thoughts but this is the first time you have contemplated them even though you knew it wasn't the right decision, you laid out on the ground and looked up to the darkening clouds and you knew it was going to start raining soon but you didn't care and didn't move from your spot, you tried to get your mind to calm down and turn off but nothing you did was working and you felt the tears fall faster down your cheeks and your chest hurt from the sobs that came with the tears, standing up you carried on walking down the path as you sobbed and was hoping your thoughts would calm down with walking, you kicked at branches and stones as you walked and felt the first rain drop fall on your head and you took your jumper off and put it over your hair to stop it from getting wet and carried on walking, as you walked you looked at your burned, scared and bruised arms and knew nobody would love you with your body full of scars and how broken you were and felt like you couldn't be fixed at all. You didn't realise how far you walked until you came to an old bridge and you walked over to it and climbed on top of it and sat in the rain now completely soaked through but you didn't feel the cold from being numb already and it felt nice on your burnt skin, you sat looking at the water below the bridge and watched as it flow smoothly and you realised how peaceful it looked as it moved underneath the bridge and you were mesmerised by the water and the only thought you had was that you wanted to feel the peacefulness that the water seemed to have.

Sorscha was coming on her lunch and was in the office giving Autumn some paper work when she noticed that you were leaving the building but she didn't pay any mind to it since it was common for staff to go out for lunch and left the office and walked up to the staffroom not noticing your phone that you had left on the couch, she was enjoying her lunch when she saw Autumn walk into the staff room "hi Aut" she says and noticed Autumn looking around the staffroom "Sorscha have you seen Y/N she was meant to be back in her room 10 minutes ago" she heard Autumn ask her "I saw her leave the building when I went on my lunch, but she hasn't been in here since" she says to Autumn a bit concerned on where you had gone "if you see her, can you tell her I need her in the office immediately" she heard Autumn say and she nodded her head and saw Autumn leave and went back to her lunch. Sorscha had 10 minutes of her lunch left and was sat on the couch when she felt something underneath her leg slightly and she moved her leg to see a phone under her leg, picking up the phone she immediately noticed it was your phone and she clicked the screen and saw many messaged and missed calls on the phone and some were from Autumn and Marjorie, standing up and rushing down to the office she barged into the room "AUTUMN, MARJORIE" she shouted making them both jump when they heard her "I found Y/N's phone on the couch" she says and she started to panic "okay let's not panic, she has to be nearby, Sorscha did you see where she went when she left the building" she heard Marjorie ask and she nodded "yeah she went into the forest over the road" she says and gestures to the forest outside "okay" she heard Autumn say and she saw your phone come to life and saw it was your dad phoning you "hello" she says after deciding to answer the phone "WHO IS THIS, WHERE IS THAT STUPID WHORE, WHY DO YOU HAVE HER PHONE" she heard being shouted and she was shocked at the words she was hearing and put the phone on louder speak "I'm Sorscha who is this" she asked down the phone "NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, IF YOU SEE THAT WHORE TELL HER NOT TO COME HOME IF SHE KNOWS WHATS GOOD FOR HER" she heard being shouted and she hung the phone up and placed it on the desk "I'm going to look for her, my room is in ratio and I was a spare" she says starting to panic "I'll come with you" she heard Autumn say and she rushed to grab her coat since she noticed it was starting to rain and met Autumn who was also wearing a coat at the main entrance and they both left the building.