TNN one shots

The Hidden Past-Part 3

Prompt: the third instalment off The Hidden Past- part 1 and 2 

TW: mentions past abuse 

AN: the amount of research i have done for this one shot is unreal and has opened my eyes to a whole new topic i didn't know much about, i hope i have done this justice and if i have done anything wrong or made something not right please let me know

You were interacting with Sorscha and Quinn on the floor when you heard footsteps behind you which made you tense before hearing "its only us sweetie" come from Autumn and you turned to look at her "Autie, Marjie" you say to them "yeah my love" you heard Marjorie say "squishy" you say and hold up the toy you was still playing with for them to see "do you like it sweetie" you heard Autumn say to you "yes Autie" you say and put your arms in the air "up please" you say and saw Autumn pick you up "thank you for using your words" you heard her say and felt her settle you on her hip "you ready for some dinner" you heard Marjorie say which caused you to tense up "no pwease" you say and put your sleave in your mouth "you have to eat sweetie, only a little bit because Sorschie has made you soup" you heard Autumn say and felt her carry you into the kitchen "no Autie, no pwease" you say and everything in your mind kind of became one "sorry sweetie but you have to eat to stay healthy" you heard her say "no mumma, no mama no" you say with tears coming down your cheeks "sweetie, lets calm down okay" you heard Autumn say and saw her make you look at her "calm down for mumma" you heard her say and you tried to follow her breathing "mumma no pwease" you whimper to her once your breathing was under control "how about some fruit" you heard Clodagh say and you looked between Marjorie and Autumn "me have" you ask quietly "at least it's something" you heard Marjorie say and saw Autumn nod "sure baby" you heard Autumn say and felt her kiss your forehead gently.

You felt Autumn place you on the ground and walked you to the table and you look at the table and saw the bowls already on the table and you stopped walking and sat on the floor "why you sat on the floor bubba" you heard Marjorie ask you and saw her bend down in front of you "no mama" you say whilst pointing at the table and shook your head "what about the table" you heard her ask and you just shook your head at her. Marjorie looked up at Clodagh "do you have an idea" she asked Clodagh and saw Clodagh walk over to where you were sat "darling can you tell Clodagh why you don't sit at the table" Marjorie heard Clodagh ask you and saw you chew on your sleave "hots" she heard you mumble "yeah darling the food is hot, but it won't touch you" Marjorie saw Clodagh sit next to you and saw her gesture to her to join so Marjorie moved to sit next to you "can you explain what you're seeing darling" Marjorie heard Clodagh ask and saw you take a deep breath "mean mummy and daddy pour hots over me" Marjorie heard you say and she immediately knew you were having a mini flashback and thought you were going to get hurt from the bowls and Marjorie stood up and walked over to the table and moved the bowls on to the side "bubba, look no hots anymore" she told you and saw you look at her "no hots mama" she heard you ask and she nodded her head "yeah no hots, are you going to sit at the table with mumma, mama, Sorschie and Clodagh" she asked you and saw you stand over and slowly walk over to Autumn "mumma up pwease" she heard you ask and saw Autumn put you on her lap.

Marjorie grabbed the bowl of fruit Sorscha had made for you and walked over to the table with it in her hands "here is your fruit bubba" she says to you and placed the bowl on the table and saw Autumn turn you around and pick up the fork before stabbing a piece of apple and whilst Autumn were trying to get you to eat Marjorie gently and slowly put the bowls back on the table except for Autumn's and everyone sat at the table and ate their soup and Marjorie heard Sorscha laugh and she looked at her friend to see her pointing slightly in your direction and she turned her head to see you refusing the apple and laughed when she saw Autumn trying everything to get you to eat the apple "come on baby, here is the airplane" she heard Autumn say and saw her move the fork near you but you refused to open your mouth "Autumn, try no fork" Marjorie suggested and saw Autumn put the fork down and pick up the fruit with her hand and offer it to you and she laughed when you slowly opened your mouth for her and took a bite of the apple "fussy" she heard Autumn mumble "no Autumn I think she doesn't trust forks" Marjorie heard Clodagh say softly to her and she saw Autumn nod her head in understanding.