TNN one shots

The hidden past

Prompt: your past is revealed in front of 4 of your work colleagues, you are 20 years old in this

TW: violence, past abuse, language and miscarriage

AN: a very long one for you today since I've not really updated this week, hope you enjoy it has taken me all day to write this since I kept on rewriting it and changing it

Walking down the corridor of the nursery you bumped into someone "I'm so sorry" you say to the person and quickly look at them "are you okay" you ask them before freezing when you recognised the person as your mum "I'm fine" you heard her say before watching her walk off leaving you rattled since you haven't seen your mum or any of your real family since you were 17 when they kicked you out when you got pregnant and you were currently 20 years old, you shake yourself off and walk back down to the baby room and walked into see Charlotte "hey Y/N nice lunch break" you heard her ask you "yeah" you whisper feeling a bit rattled still from what happened "you okay Y/N" you heard Charlotte ask you "yeah I'm fine" you say and go back to work. For the rest of your shift you kept feeling like you were being watched even though you knew nobody was around apart from Charlotte, you had just done the final handover with the last parent and was now cleaning the room down for the night when you felt someone was watching you again, you turned to look around the room before freezing when you noticed your mum was watching you through the window of the door but you decided to ignore her and went back to wiping down the sides and tables trying to ignore the intense staring feeling you felt, you looked back behind you and noticed that your mum wasn't stood there anymore and you relaxed thinking you wouldn't have to see her or anyone from your real family again.

You, Marjorie, Charlotte, Autumn and Sorscha were all leaving the nursery after making sure it was all locked up and every room was tidied for the night and was about to head down to the car park but you stiffened when you heard "well if it isn't my whore of a daughter" come from behind you which made you turn slowly and saw your mum leant against your car from where you were stood "excuse me but who are you" you heard Marjorie ask your mum and you just wanted this to be over with "ignore her Marjorie" you whisper coming out of your frozen state to your boss. Walking down the steps to head to your car "get off my car" you say to your mum and see her smirk which made you nervous but you was done with everything they had put you through "looks like someone needs to remember their place" your mum tells you which made you stop but you quickly carried on walking to your car "you need to get of my car" you say again stopping a few feet away from where your car was parked and heard quick footsteps and you looked behind you to see Marjorie, Charlotte, Autumn and Sorscha coming over to where you stopped "aww does she need back up" your mum taunted you from where she was sat on your car "no I don't" you say to her with glare trying to make her seem like you was confident and could handle this on your own even though on the inside you were petrified.

Taking a step closer to your car you see your mum get off your car "what do you want" you say to her and see her walking closer to you "I thought it was you I bumped into earlier and when I was sure it was, I wanted to see how my whore of a daughter was can a mother not check on her daughter" she told you and you heard gasps coming from the women behind you but you never took your eyes of your mother "if it was any other mother than I would say nothing is wrong but it's you so I'll ask again what do you want" you say to her but all you got in return was a slap to the face and you felt your head turn with the force of the slap but you don't scream out since you have had worse from her. Turning your face back to look at your mother you just scoff at her "see you still haven't changed" you say without any emotion in your voice "you need to remember your place" is all she says to you which made you chuckle "my place isn't beneath you or anyone else" you get out between gritted teeth and quickly dodge the punch she was going to throw at you "yeah, you have not changed at all" you say to her now ignoring the women behind you still but was shocked at the words that come out your mothers mouth "how is your bastard child" she asks you which made you freeze and saw her smirk when she saw you freeze "do your friends not know about that piece of information" she asks you and grabs your face hard but you don't fight her and look her in the eye "my baby isn't here because of you and father" you get out trying not to show emotion and get your face free from her grip "my baby didn't make it because of the beating you and father gave me when I told you at 17 I was pregnant and kicked me out, its because of you and father I lost my baby the next day due to a miscarriage and the cause was because of the punches to my stomach which you gave me and father stamping on my stomach" you get out feeling the tears starting to form in your eyes and saw your mother smirk at you "well we did you a favour then" she tells you and you just stand there looking at her "no you didn't, I loved that little baby and I lost them before I even could meet them because of YOU and that man I used to call FATHER" you get out now feeling angry and storm up to her but as you got closer you mum quickly punched you in the stomach and smacked you across the face again and instead of saying anything else to her you got in your car and sped out the car park leaving 4 shocked women in the car park.