Y/n POV:
I lay on shawn's bed staring at the ceiling, thinking about how much I miss him.
He said he would be out with Ian until 3 but it's 5 and I can already hear his family getting ready to have dinner.
I decide to text him again so I lazily pick up my phone and type away.
Y/n: hey babe when are you getting home:-)
Almost immediately he read it and starts typing
Shawn: I won't be home for dinner, I'm busy at work sorry.
I let out a shaky breath he's been gone so much lately it's killing me. Why can't he ever be home, half the time he's touring.
"Y/n!" I hear shawn's mom call my name so I get up and trudge down the stairs to see a great dinner spread out. I pick up shawn's plate and put it back.
"Is he not coming?" His dad pits down a pitcher of water and looks at me confused.
"I don't know I guess he has work, I'm going to bring him some food later. I feel like he never eats."
His mom smiles, probably at the thought of how nice that is for me to do something like that.
We all have a quiet dinner with aaliyah constantly checking her phone and her parents nagging for her to stop.
I don't blame aaliyah, it's not like there was an actual conversation going on. Shawn always had something to say, no matter how pointless or stupid it was.
After dinner I make him a plate, put on my jacket and get in the car to head out.
As i near his studio I hear shuffling and heavy breathing, definetly not just shawn.
I go to the door and listen and all the sudden the movement stops so I knock on the door hesitantly.
What could he be doing?
He opens the door just a tad and peaks his head through, and his hair is a crazy mess.
I let out a shaky breath, feeling as if someone punched me in the stomach and took away all my breath.
"Who's in there shawn?" I say with tears streaming down my face.
"No one," he quickly says, and runs his hand through his hair.
I start crying harder and I get angry, "DONT LIE TELL ME!"
Then all the sudden a tall, beautiful blonde opens up the door to reveal her only in her underwear and bra and him in his boxers.
I cover my mouth as I scream as hurt takes over.
"I can't believe you did this," I shove the food I got for him on the woman and she screams as I start to run out of the building.
"Y/n please wait!" I hear shawn calling for me but it makes me despise him even more.
I scream profanities and just scream in anger as I run to the car and speedily drive back to his place to get my stuff.
As I run in the door crying his family all become worried and ask a series of questions, which mostly consist of, "are you okay?"
I ignore them as I grab my suitcase and run up the stairs. I'm sobbing as I pack everything i had in his room, and I callasped on his bed, the shaking and the crying becoming too much.
His sister walks in, looking as if she's about to cry and I sit up trying to pull myself together.
"What did my jack ass brother do?" She looks completely furious and I just stare at her blankly.
How did she know he did something.
Did she know?
"Aaliyah did you know about the girl?" The lump in my throat cracks my voice with every word I said.
She then loses it and starts crying while nodding her head.
"Y/n I'm so sorry I knew it was wrong I should've told you."
My breathing hitches as I get up and become viciously angry and run down the stairs and out the door, driving away and never looking back.
________________________________________this sucks sorry guys I have no ideas anymore :(
~ Leah
