Y/n's POV:
"I want to give you the world," with my head placed at his heart, the sound of the beating fills my ears and soothes me as his words begin to swell my heart, "but I can only give you a portion of mine and it's just not enough."
Pondering his words, I turn my face so it's no longer on its side, but nuzzled in his broad chest.
"stop," I mumble, breathing in his scent that slightly reminds me of Christmas, a scent of happiness, "stop saying that what you've given me isn't enough, because Shawn?" A slight lump gathers in my throat, knowing we've been talking about this for far too long, "you are always enough, god just you in my life is enough and I don't need anything more."
"But y/n," Shawn protests with a side of sadness, "that's the thing I'm barely in your life anymore because of my career and I hate that every three months or so we have to go through this talk every time.."
Just before he can manage to fit another word in I interrupt, not being able to accept what he's saying, "and we'll never agree," the words fly from my mouth so fast they almost slurred together.
His breath hitches for a second at my sudden outburst, and then brings his hands to cover his face and groan out of frustration.
"you'll never be convinced that what you have given me is enough, and I'll never buy the fact that there's more I need," before he can interrupt to try and prove his point once again I continue the speech I've been wanting to let out for so long, "so what if you can't be here 24/7?" I scoff at the idea, especially with him being so successful.
"That's not even what love is about Shawn, I don't need you here to know you love me, I can have you right next to me and feel your love and all you have given me, and we can be miles apart and it's the same way."
My mind racing and expecting him to try and fight this, I become surprised when the bed room falls silent and not even the bed is stirring. The silence that holds us is comfortable and warming, with the words of how I feel now spread out for Shawn to see.
After a couple minutes pass, his hands leave his face but are now being used to hold me closer to his body in our cuddle position.
"You're completely right a-and," he crooks his neck in a way so he can kiss the top of my head, "and I was wrong to not listen to you because you're right. I guess I'll never be used to having something so nice in my life like this."
I can hear his heart beat speed up, knowing that he's not one to confess feelings like this.
"You'll always have me in your life Shawn, and you can count on that."
_____________________________________________________________________________________~ bella really wanted a cute imagine and I'm pretty sure this wasn't what she expected but here you go. thanks so much to everyone who reads my work it means everything.
~Leah
