***flashback***
Y/n's POV
My breath hitches as I get up and become viciously angry and run down the stairs and out the door, driving away and never looking back
How could he?
***end of flashback***
Shawn's POV:
As I watch y/n run down the hall of my studio stacy, the woman I was cheating on with y/n, gives me a disgusted look as she says, "what the hell? The bitch poured random food on me. Who does she think she is? How does she know you."
My hands starts shaking as i scream for her to get out, i can't take this, how could I be so stupid and do this to y/n.
My face is heated with worry of losing y/n, the one i love, as i pull on my pants and run my hand through my hair.
Why why why
"You're not going to help me?" Stacy scoffs as she's angrily wiping the food off of her, "you're almost as bad as that bitch."
My whole body starts shaking, that's it I completely lost it.
"GET THE HELL OUT I LOVE HER I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT WHAT I WAS DOING!"
she stops wiping the food as tears gloss her eyes, "OH SURE BUT YOU LET IT GO ON FOR THIS LONG AND IT TOOK HER TO FIND OUT JUST FOR YOU TO REALIZE WHAT A SCREW UP YOU ACTUALLY ARE!!"
She's crying as she hastily puts on her t-shirt and shorts.
I've hurt two girls, two girls that didn't deserve any of this.
"Stacy don't come back," as I hiss those words It's like I can actually hear her heart breaking. God I hate myself I hate myself so much.
"I wasn't planning on it." She wipes her eyes and grabs her keys.
I have to fix this I have too.
I leave my guitar and the mess of food as i grab my keys and sprint right past stacy to my car.
I love her she doesn't deserve a single second of this.
As soon as I pull in my driveway everything is wrong.
Y/n's car isn't there, she's not running out to hug me, she always did no matter how long I'd leave, it could be an hour and shed miss me, there's no loud laughing from my parents that I can always usually hear.
I screwed up, I screwed up so bad.
I rush in my house to have all eyes of my family on me, and aaliyah was crying.
Oh god oh god.
They all look disgusted at me and a lump forms in my throat as I scream, "NO NO NO NO!!"
I run upstairs to see everything that was hers gone, completely gone.
I'm crying as i find that her suitcase is no longer sitting in my closet.
I callaspse on the floor sobbing into my knees.
What the hell is wrong with me
My sister walks in with tears streaming down her face, "i never wanted to keep that from y/n and she had to learn what happened the hard way. I didn't tell her because I didn't want anyone to get hurt. I never should've listened to you."
Hearing my sister this upset makes me cry harder.
What have I done.
I pull out my phone and type in my passcode with blurry vision.
I need to apologize this is so messed up I can't live with this.
I call and 5 rings later it goes straight to voice mail and I start bawling.
"Y/n P-please I need to talk to you."
When she hears this she'll definetly know I was crying.
Aaliyah leaves clearly upset and mad, probably mad because I didn't apologize even though I know I should've.
I spent the next 4 hours just texting her endlessly. No one ever deserves this, no one deserves me.
Y/n's POV:
I make the 3 hour drive to my friend lizzy, god I hate him i hate him so much.
I got so angry on the road that I almost slid off.
As i approach lizzy's door shaking and eyes red from all the crying I hear moans coming from her house.
Are you kidding??? Now out of all times is the right time to do this.
I decide to call her, the tears started again. I need someone I need someone to convince me that there's no reason I should get in my car and go back to him.
His voice mail was heartbreaking.
"Hello??" Lizzy answers completely out of breath.
I was taken aback because I completely thought she'd be too busy to answer.
"Lizzy I need you, I need help," my voice starts breaking as the sobs start threatening.
"Oh my god y/n I'll be right there, where are you?"
I let out a loud sob as I say weakly, "o-outside i-im outside your house,"
In a matter of minutes a shirtless guy walks out of her front door giving me a confused look.
God I love lizzy.
"Y/n what happened?"
Complete worry washes over her face when she sees me in my complete mess.
"He cheated liz, he cheated,"
I start bawling again as she runs over to catch my unbalanced body. We slowly sit down on her porch floor with me cradled in her arms crying.
"Shhh y/n it'll be okay I'm sorry,"
She keeps repeating that for 15 minutes until I get another phone call.
"Y/n I'm going to run in and get you something to drink and if it's shawn don't answer it."
Liz gets up as i check the caller ID, sure enough it's shawn. I need to answer.
"Hello?"I say, with my voice cracking from the sobbing session I had moments before.
"Y/n?" A loud sniffle and a sob, "y/n Oh my God please please please forgive me."
I start crying harder than I was before, "forgive you? You want my forgiveness how do you have the nerve to ask?"
My voice trembled. How dare he.
I can hear his cries as he says, "i love you, I never stopped please."
Begging, he's full out begging. I never thought I'd hear the day.
I hold back my flooding tears as i say, "i used to believe in second chances, but some people don't deserve any."
I hear a whimper from his end as I hang up.
He never loved me.
_______________________________________~guys I had a lot of fun writing that thanks again for the votes and comments it all means so so much to me and I'll try to make more longer ones like this. Stay beautiful
~Leah
