Y/n's POV:
"So now that you're home," I sigh, reaching forwards and setting the room temperature coffee down on the table, and laying back against the couch with shawn's hand rested on my knee, a content smile on his face.
"Hmm?" He hums, raising his eyebrows in anticipation, "what's on your mind princess," His voice a whisper as he leans his head on my shoulder.
God, I think to myself, how do I tell him this?
I found out I was pregnant last night, cautious of what he might say, since he was already dealing with so much stress, I didn't tell him right away like I should've. I don't think he'll be disapointed considering he has been wanting a family for forever, but with his career? I'm not sure how we'll possibly make this work. It's completely unrealistic to just have him stay home for the pregnancy because we need the money shawn makes off the shows, and he loves what he's doing more than anything.
I shift uncomfortably in my spot next to him. I really don't want to raise this kid alone and what if he's mad I didn't tell him right when I knew.
I can't hurt him and keeping this to myself any longer won't help anything.
"So uhm," I look to the left, not wanting to look at him while he's happy when I say this. He loves me and his unborn child but if he takes any more stress I'm worried for his health. He hasn't eaten all day because of work and writing music.
"Yes?" He says curiously, patiently waiting for me to just tell him.
"I-i'm pregnant," I stutter, holding my breathe to see what he says. The room falls quiet only for a couple of seconds until the sound of the couch material moving interrupts the silence, and I look back to see him facing me cross legged.
He's smiling so wide his eyes practically disappears, "oh my gosh," he squeals, "that's amazing!" He looks down to my stomach and back at my eyes, "w-when did you find out?" He stutters out of excitement of the happy news.
"Last night," i say hugging him, "and I'm so sorry I didn't tell you right away, I thought you were already stressed I didn't want to add to it." He rubs my back while holding me in a bear hug. I feel safe just sitting there in his arms.
"You could never add stress baby girl! This is amazing!" He squeals again pulling away, "I'm going to be a dad!" He runs his hands through his hair happily at the thought of himself becoming a father, and I just smile knowing he's going to do a good job.
"I'm so glad you're happy shawn," i grab his hand squeezing it, I love watching him bubble up with so much emotion.
"D-dont you think this will be just perfect?" He squeezes my hand back rubbing his thumb on my knuckles, the smile never leaving his face.
"Of course," i say with a laugh, "but I'm just nervous handling this pregnancy alone," I bite my lip anxiously at the thought of spending most of the 9 months without shawn.
"Baby I'm not going anywhere," His voice is high pitched, but confident.
Me knowing he means what he's saying I jump right back into his arms, the two of us laughing like little kids who just got candy.
"I cannot wait to have a family with you y/n, this will be perfect, and we'll make this work."
________________________________________~I go from sucky to decent to sucky to decent. This must get old and my 50th imagine!!!!
~Leah
