Y/n's POV:
It's been 6 months since shawn and I broke up, I left him not feeling the same connection we used to have.
He changed dramatically, causing the break up, but I still ponder over the thought as to why he would change so much to the point where I'd want to leave him.
We were for forever.
Well at least I felt that way, for 2 years.
Two years of believing a lie I wish I never have gotten myself jnto.
As I'm sitting in a coffee shop, sipping at my ice coffee, staring blankly at a wall, the door opens to the little brewery, which catches me by surprise because it's always usually empty.
I look over to the tall figure walking in, clearly a man, as he makes his way to the counter and orders his plain coffee.
Having nothing better to do I just stare, a strange feeling developing as if I recognize him.
Why does he seem so familiar?
After the man takes his coffee he turns around and I almost spill what I've been drinking.
I couldn't mistake those beautiful brown eyes for anything.
It's shawn.
I uncomfortably shift in my chair as i try not to bring back memories of our past.
I can't believe I couldn't recognize him, he dresses so differently.
He slowly walks towards my table with a familiar stupid grin on his face, almost as if he knew I was going to be here.
"Y/n?" He says, the grin, quickly turning into a smile. "Wow it's been forever mind if I sit?"
I swallow hard, tensing up, at the idea of possibly having to talk to him again.
Come on y/n, I start trying to convince myself, it's just shawn, have a quick little chat you'll be okay.
"No, not at all, please sit down."
Maybe a little too eager? I don't know eager or not too late now.
He gracefully sits down placing his steamy cup in front of him, and he just looks at me, taking in what he sees.
"Y/n you still look very beautiful, I miss you, you know I do." His smile is now non existent as all seriousness fills his face.
"Shawn," i say, already getting mad, "you know why I left and I never had an explanation of why you changed, if i knew you were going to start talking about this I wouldn't have said you could sit here."
His breathe gets caught, out of hurt and annoyance.
"Maybe I'm not the one that changed y/n, you know it's very well possible you were the one that changed on me."
I laugh in disgust, he still manages a way to make everything my fault.
"I'm leaving, shame on me for thinking you could actually be decent around me for once, but I see not much has changed with you mendes."
I push my chair away from the table angrily and throw away my drink, walking outside with him following.
"What if i said i could go back to the way I was, no more drinking, no more rage, just dinner dates and cuddles and all the things you liked."
My eyes begin to burn as the words come out of his mouth, he's practically on my heels and I stop abruptly, turning around,making intense eye contact with him.
"You haven't been hit by a drunk, and if you did, you'd understand why I'd never go back to you shawn, ever."
A tear slides down my cheek, without my control as i let out a shaky breath and continue walking until I'm safely in my car, locking it.
On my drive home I look at my side mirrors to see he's following me.
No no no this can't happen.
If he knows where I live he will never leave me alone.
I step on the gas breaking the speed limit when I eventually make it to my apartment complex running in, to the elevator.
The elevator wasn't there, and in the time that I had to wait for it to come down shawn caught up and was standing right next to me.
"Shawn please," i start to cry, scared of what he might do, "Just please leave me alone."
"Not before I talk to you," he has a lump in his throat and I just makes me the more nervous.
When we reach my door I look at him thinking I'll give him 10 minutes to talk and then I'm kicking him out.
When I open the door we go to my room, I sit on the bed and shawn stands, rocking on his feet uncomfortably.
"Y/n," His eyes fill with tears and he grabs his back pocket.
I can't go through this, I can't get hurt by him again, this is the dumbest idea I've had by far.
"I want to be with you for forever, having eternity with you."
A tear slips down his cheek, but yet his face is blank, just staring at mine.
I begin to shake from being so nervous.
He quickly pulls out a gun from his back pocket and points it right at me.
My breath hitches in horror as my jaw drops, staring at the gun he has held right at my head.
I start to cry, "shawn no please, you can't do this."
"HOW ELSE WILL YOU BE MINE FOR FOREVER?" His screams are booming through the small living space as we're both crying, but for different reasons.
"DONT SHAWN!" I'm holding my chest staring right in his eyes hoping he'll please not kill me.
"I'LL BE YOURS BUT DON'T KILL ME." I was shocked at my own words when they came from my mouth but he just shook his head in doubt.
"I can't believe you," he whispers, "and now you're mine, you said forever and I'm keeping your promise."
He pulls the trigger, the bullet hitting me in the head and the next couple of seconds, I hear a second gunshot and a body fall to the floor.
Everything goes dark and the last words that ran through my head were
You said forever
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