Y/n POV:
I stare at the pregnancy test awaiting the results. I had insanely painful cramps when I got up this morning followed by morning sickness.
I'm too young to be pregnant, I think to myself, and shawn doesn't have time to be a dad.
I take another glance at the stick to see that it shows a plus for positive.
"Shit," I say out loud throwing the test on the floor.
"No, no, no, this can't be happening," i start pulling at my hair as tears threathen.
What will he do? What will he say?
I hear my friend Emily knock on the door impatiently, "is it positive y/n?"
I let out a sob, closing my eyes tight, still gripping onto my hair as i say, "yes, and I don't know what to do."
"Well you need to tell him." She tries the door knob, only to find out its locked.
I slide down the wall crying, scared of what might happen.
"He'll hate me," i cry harder into my hands as I hear Emily sigh. I don't know if it's out of annoyance or sympathy.
"Shawn could never hate you just open the door."
I weakly lean over and unlock it, and she immediately walks in.
"Aw y/n don't cry you'll be okay, everything will be okay," she gets on the floor and hugs me cradling me as i cry.
"Emily," i try getting myself together, "even if he does stay, he'll be on tour and won't be here for the pregancy."
"He loves you and I know he loves his baby he'll stay. Shawn isn't the type to just leave like that. Don't act dumb you know this y/n."
She hugs me tighter as i begin to cry again.
I don't know what to expect emily.
She gets up telling me I need to call him to come home and that i should tell him as soon as he gets home.
I get up from the floor and instantly start shaking.
"You know what y/n? I'll call him you go take a nap and prepare what you're going to say."
She gives me a warm smile and goes downstairs and I make my way to the bedroom, knocking out as soon as my head hits the pillow.
*******
I awake maybe 20 minutes later to the downstairs door opening.
Shit I didn't prepare anything.
Being the coward I am, I stay in bed pretending to sleep. I can't face him, not right now.
"Y/n? Are you upstairs?" His voice full of concern.
What did emily tell him?
I blow off the question shutting my eyes tight harder, and trying really hard to come up with a way of how to break it to him. I'm praying he'll be happy.
I've always wanted to have a family with shawn but his career is everything and it's too soon. I don't know how ready we are.
He walks upstairs and I hear him turn to the bathroom.
Oh god, I forgot to throw away the pregnancy test.
I open my eyes realizing that he's going to find out by it laying on the floor, not from me and soon after I get up I hear him open the door and footsteps quickly going down the hall.
"Y/n you're pregnant?" Complete curiosity and surprise taking over his face.
I cover my eyes with the palms of my hand and let out a shaky breath.
"Yes, and I'm so sorry you had to find out that way. Please stay, don't go."
I cry not knowing if hes angry or not, I can't bring myself to look because if I see disapointment that will ruin me.
"Shhh princess," he walks up and hugs me, my head in his chest. "Why would I be mad? This is great we're going to have a little us running around."
He smiles against my forehead and I smile so hard it hurts as i squeak, "really? So you're not going to leave?"
"Never," he says laughing and he picks me up bridal style to the bed plopping me down gently and laying between my legs so his head is on my stomach.
"But shawn," i say, running my hand through his hair, "you'll be gone for the whole thing. I don't know if I can do this alone."
He rests his chin on my belly as he says, "who said i was leaving?"
________________________________________~shawn would be a great dad he loves little kids but thanks for all the votes and stuff means a lot:")
~Leah
