Y/n POV:
I find my keys to shawn's jeep and grab my coffee and muffin and head out to go to work like I do every monday.
His jeep has been having problems with the engine so andrew picked him up for the airport because they can't afford any delays.
As I get in the car I get a wave of complete unsettlement, like something isn't right.
Maybe it's just the nerves of shawn being on a plane, but it continues to nag me until the car stops on a road that's surrounded by nothing except grass and dirt.
Really? Now this has to happen??
My phone starts ringing but I decide to ignore it knowing it can't be shawn because he's already on the plane and no one else would need me right now.
I hastily get out of the car walking, leaving it there on the road, already planning on calling the towing company to take that piece of junk away.
God why does he love that car so much, he's had it since he was 16 and it's literally dead.
I stop suddenly through my walk of anger, looking back, debating if i should just push it.
He would get so mad if i left it here.
I decide to try the engine again, it roared back up to life so I check the clock.
I'm one hour late.
Shit, they said if I was late one more time I was fired, no point showing up for work now.
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When I reach the house it confuses me that it's already 6 oclock.
Huh?
Completely bewildered on how time got away from me I quickly decide to make dinner for myself.
I cook pasta and make my own sauce when arms slowly wrap around my waist, a lot like shawn does.
I scream lurching forward, only to hit myself on the stove, but the arms tighten around me as my attempt to escape failed.
I continue to scream so a hand quickly goes up to cover my mouth, I still don't know who this is.
"HELP!!" the screams come out muffled, his hand doing a good job of blocking out the sound that's trying to explode from my mouth.
I throw the pot of sauce as i begin to cry, the obvious man behind me, not letting go.
He then spins me around, and I look up to a face of a complete stranger wearing all black with cruelty in his eyes.
I'm screaming as I'm running, fantically looking for my phone so I can call 911 and get the hell out of here.
"HELP PLEASE SOMEONE," he starts to run after me and grabs my arm with a tight grip quickly punching me, making me whimper from the pain.
He starts to undress me, leaving me in my bra and underwear, as im letting out deafening screams.
He pins me to a wall holding my wrists above my head and I begin to cry and scream, becoming tired of the pointless efforts.
He bites my neck so hard it draws blood, which only makes me cry harder.
"Please stop," i cry, trying to pull away from his tight grip.
He shoves me on the ground, hitting my head so hard my vision becomes blurry.
My vision focuses on a wedding ring on the floor, shawn's wedding ring.
I see the man's footsteps coming towards me, he Bends down tilting my head.
He forces me to see shawn, with a bullet in his head, and covered in blood staring at me with his dead eyes blankly.
"NO!" I start screaming and sobbing when I look up to see the man with his gun.
"No please don't do this I'm begging you," i whimper, praying he'll show me any mercy.
He just straddles over my limp body as the butt of his gun hits me sharply in my head and my vision becomes blotted with black dots.
"Wake up," he says, hitting me again with the gun, "its just a dream," with every word he hits harder and then he begins to shake me.
I open my eyes to find myself crying in shawn's chest as he's sleepily calming Me saying, "shhhh, it's just a dream, you're okay."
I start to cry wrapping my arms around his neck as we lay there.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He says, backing up so he can see my face, he already turned the lamp on and it was too bright.
"I thought you were dead," i say with my voice cracking from the tears, more threatening to take over, "and-"
"Shhh" he cradles me back in as i cried again, "I'm here it's okay."
"It was so real shawn,"
"I know baby girl I know, go back to sleep,"
He sleepily kisses my forehead as he turns off the light.
Im here.
________________________________________~I tried something a little different I hope you all like it :")) isn't he so cute though.
