(I have no idea what the picture has to do with this😂)
Your p.o.v
Shawn and I had been arguing for the last couple of days and these exams in school this week haven't been helping the situation.
I was studying in the library when I felt someone sit beside me.
It was Kyle brooks. He was a good friend who was in most of my classes.
"Your soo gonna fell that exam." He joked.
"Shut up no I'm not!" I fidgeted.
The librarian shushed me.
"Sheesh I was just kidding." He whispered.
"I'm sorry it's just I'm so stressed out about all the exams and then having to deal with Shawn. It's just so overwhelming you know?"
He chuckled. "Nah. I kinda don't but it seems like a big job. But I'm sure it'll turn alright in the end. As soon as Shawn figures out that he has something truly special in his life." He hugged me.
"Thanks Kyle. You know just what to say." I hugged back.
"Y/n!" I heard someone yell.
I broke free from Kyle's hug and turned to see an infuriated Shawn standing before me. Before I could say anything the librarian shushed Shawn.
"Shawn why are you yelling!?" I scream whispered. "Because you're all hugged up on fuckboy here that's why!" He scream whispered while failing miserably and earning a shush from the librarian.
"Hey I'm gonna go. I'll see you around y/n." Kyle said before walking out the door nervously.
"Shawn he's just a friend from class! I can't believe you would think I would do something like that to you!" I whispered.
"After what I just saw I can think of a whole lot of things you could do!"
"Are you serious Shawn! I just explained to you what just happened but you don't seem to get it. You have become really doubtful of my trust in this relationship and I don't think I can take it anymore!" I screamed.
"Excuse me! But if you two youngins' haven't noticed. This is a library that requires peace and quiet. Now if you can't meet those requirements, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave."
"Sorry mam. I was just leaving. Goodbye shawn." I said before walking out of the library.
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When I got home I got a call from Shawn wanting to talk so we decided to me at the park.
He finally pulled up. He reached for a kiss but I moved my face to where he kissed me on the cheek.
"What do you want Shawn." I asked slightly irritated.
"Well you didnt make anything exactly clear y/n."
"Oh you want clear. This past week you have been doubting my part in this relationship. I can't have you on my back over unnecessary things along with the pressure of these exams!" I said staring into his eyes.
"So what are you trying to say y/n?" He asked looking at the ground.
"I-I guess what I'm trying to say is,you need time to deal with your trust issues and,I'm willing to give you the time and decide what you wanna do." I said trying to avoid his eyes.
"Okay y/n."
The fact that he didn't fight for me only made it hurt even more.
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The next day
I walked into school heading for my locker when I bumped into a couple making out.
"Damn move the fu--!" I stopped when I saw who exactly was making out.
Shawn and some pasty bitch.
(No hard feelings)
He pulled away once he realized it was me.
"Oh, y/n. Heyyy." He said nervously
"I see you've made your decision." I said before walking away.
"Wait y/n !" He grabbed my arm
"I haven't-"
"Nah you good fam. Just hope your happy."
And with that I walked my ass right back out the door because I knew today wasn't gonna be a good day.
