I entered the house and slipped out of my shoes leaving them at the front door.
I sat my keys on the table and threw my bag on the couch in the living room.
I didn't even have the energy to yell out to Shawn that I was home. I had classes all day and none of them let me catch a break.
I just sat at the end of the stairs for a little break. I pulled the elastic band out of my hair and ran my hands through my hair. Today has been stressful and long.
"Y/n, are you home?"
Speaking of stressful and long.
I looked up to see Shawn at the top of the stairs with a worried look on his face.
"What's wrong baby." He asked while heading down the stairs and stopping in front of me. "I don't want to talk about it right now." I waved him off before returning my head in my hands.
"If you don't talk about it, you're gonna feel even worse." He removed my hands from my face but I still refused to look at him.
He sighed in frustration. I was waiting in him to plead but I heard nothing. I looked up to see that Shawn wasn't there anymore.
I sighed and proceeded to sulk at the bottom of the stairs.
I hadn't even notice that music had began to play.
When I wake up to your footsteps
As you get up out of bed
They make a song that sounds so simple
But it dances in my head
A melody so perfect
That it gets me through the day
And the thought of us forever
Is the one that won't ever go away
I sat up once I smelled an amazing scent. The fresh smell of vanilla and lavender. My favorite scent.
I got up and walked up the stairs towards Shawn and I's shared bedroom.
The room was filled with the scent.
Shawn's phone was hooked up to the dock and he was shirtless lighting up the last candle.
"What's all this.." I asked while still staring at his chest.
"Well you seem stressed out and upset. So I though that this would calm you down." I watched as he motioned to his body, the candles, and the music.
My hand went over my face as a smile grew upon it.
"This is... I.....thank you so much." I said while walking over to him.
"You're so welcome baby girl." He embraced me in a hug and picked me up making me squeal in surprise.
"Chill, I'm just taking you to the bed y/n." He chuckled.
He laid me down and took his place beside me on his stomach to look at me.
The music had then changed.
Days in the sun
And nights in the rain
Summer is over, simple and plain
Found me some fun that's good for the pain
Already told you, I don't feel the same
I don't feel the same
"I see you finally listened to Views." I said making him smile.
"Yes, I did." He pulled at my hair.
We sat in silence for a minute but I broke it.
"I'm sorry for acting like a bitch when I came in earlier. I should've just tile you what was up with me." I said playing with the strings on his sweatpants.
"No, it's fine. I know classes can get hard. It's okay."
I was glad he understood.
"But do you want to talk about it now."
I exhaled and then poured out to him.
And he listened. He didn't judge or argue, he listened.
To see that I could communicate with him so easily made me instantly comfortable with my complaints.
Hours had gone by and we were still laying in bed talking about random things.
I had then stripped into one of Shawn's t-shirts and my underwear.
He ran his fingers up and down my smooth thighs as we talked. Every time he did it, it sent chills down my spine.
"You alright babe?" Shawn asked with a smirk on his face. He knew what he was doing.
"Oh, I've never felt better." My hands went from the strings of his sweatpants to the inside of them.
"H-hey y/n. What're you doing." He nervously chuckled.
"Shh. You helped me, now it's time for you to relax." I sat up and sat on top of him, straddling him.
"You, k-know that's not n-necessary." He stuttered.
Beads of sweat was forming on his forehead.
My lips went to his ear. "I want to."
He gasped once my hands went into his boxers.
"Shawn, relax."
Oh, cause I'mma say the right thing
At the right time, at the right place
And you won't know what to do
You won't know how to react to me
Just relax with me
