The Three Brothers and I [COMPLETED]

Chapter 9: Wrong bedroom

Chapter 9: Wrong bedroom

Ayato's POV

After reminiscing those old memories, no, scratch that. After thinking about the nightmare I've been, I had sleepless nights.

Paulit-ulit sa isipan ko ang nangyaring pag-iwan niya sa akin. Nanunumbalik na naman ang galit ko sa kanya.

Hindi na rin ako pumapasok sa klase. I just stayed in the music room. Staring at the piano and wondering why the hell I would miss that bitch.

I sat on the floor while resting my back on the wall. I imagined her face, her figure, and her voice.

I still kept on asking the reason why she left me. I still can't understand why the heck she abandoned me.

It's been 6 years, I still haven't forgotten everything and it felt like it happened yesterday. Okásan, tell me. Why? Why did you sent me away and let me stay here in this hell with my half-brothers?

I stood up and sit in front of the piano.

I can still remember how we played this thing together. I can still recall how we had so much fun every time I played a piece smoothly.

She has been my heroine. She's my everything, my world, and my universe. I thought that we could stay together forever.

[a/n: pwede niyo po i-play ang video na nasa external link Beethoven- Moonlight Sonata op.27 no.2 mov.3 Yan po kasi ang tinutugtog ni Ayato. At para mas feel niyo ang pagbabasa pati na yung galit niya sa mama niya.]

I placed my fingers in position and started pressing the keys pouring all the emotions I have kept for 6 long years.

This is right. This piano is my only weapon; this thing knows how I feel. This thing is the only one who can understand me.

Now, I'm going to pour the sadness I have. The loneliness and the yearning I've been keeping.

As my fingers pressing back and forth, with great force, with too much pain, with anger, I almost lost my control.

No, keep playing Ayato! Keep goddamn playing!

Keep pressing those keys.

As I pressed it, memories from before flashed. Her smile that used to made me happy every time I'm being bullied.

Those bedtime stories she told me, saying that I'm his forever prince and she'll be forever my queen.

Those days that she stood in front of me and scold me because I flunked out of school.

Those days that she kept reminding me how much she loved my hair. Reminding me that she will always be there for me.

But everything's changed now. Everything's gone. Because the only constant in this world is change.

That's right. You see, mom. I'm angry with you. I don't love you anymore too. You abandoned me? I'm going to abandon you too.

I'll hate you as long as I live in this damn world. This is hell and I won't give enough pity on you.

Hear me, mom. Hear my piece. Do you hear how mad I am at you?

Feel the keys on this piano and feel it in your heart every note I hit because it denotes how much I hate you! How much I despise you for abandoning me.

How much I curse you for leaving a child behind without looking back.

I thought we will be having a happily ever after. I was too in love with my mother that made me hope for damn nothing.