It's All So Beautiful *Roger Taylor Fanfic*

Only Got Myself To Blame

Roger was standing at the doorway, his bags packed. "Please Roger, no don't do this!" I said crying. "You hurt me Megan." He whispered. "So did you!" I was not letting him go. I could see the tears rolling down his cheeks. "I'm not spending the rest of my life with you. I'm sorry but I can't do it. You aren't supportive of me." He said.

"Roger please you know that's not true. When you were only starting I was there for you. I love you Roger please!" He dropped his bags and walked into the sitting room. I breathed a sigh of relief. I quickly stopped when he came back out with Elly and Aidan.

"I saw you come back with Brian." He said. "Did you fuck him? Hm? A sympathy fuck?"

"No!" I said. "We didn't do anything!" That was not entirely true. But now was not the time to tell Roger that.

"You're lying. I know you are. I've known you since I was 15."

"Listen to yourself Roger! You've known me most of your life. Please I love you! I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it. I was hurt and angry."

"Yeah well I meant what I said."

"I have something to tell you...." I said. I figured if I told Roger about the kiss now while we were fighting that it wouldn't hurt so much later.

"I kissed Brian." I said.

"I knew it!" Said Roger.

He started to cry, properly cry.

"Megan, why would you do that?" He said looking at me with tear-filled eyes. This was the first time he looked at me since I came in.

"You threw your ring across the room! I was hurt and angry and Brian was there for me! I stopped it though, I couldn't do it."

"Did you do anything else?" He asked.

"No, nothing I swear."

He looked at me. "I don't want us to break up."

"Either do I."

"We need to sort something out. We can't be at each others throats like this." He said.

"We can go for counselling." I suggested.

Roger nodded. "I overreacted. It's all my fault. "

"No Roger it's not. Its mine. I shouldn't have gotten annoyed about it. I'm so sorry."

"I didnt mean what I said Megan." He said looking into my eyes. 

I cried again. So did he.

"I'm so sorry. I love you." He said.

Roger finally hugged me. When he did I realised how close I was to losing him that time. We needed to work it out. Or else we would end up breaking up.