It's All So Beautiful *Roger Taylor Fanfic*

Let Your Heart Decide

*October 5th 1977*
**Rogers POV**

Queens tour started on the 6th of October and I hadn't been in contact with Freddie, John or Brian since I left. I didn't want to go on tour again especially since I didn't have anyone to take care of Aidan when I was gone.

I especially hadn't been in contact with Megan since our fight. Of course I missed her, but I was still angry at her for lying to me. Was she pregnant?

I was living with my younger sister Clare while Megan and I were separated. She lived outside London while she attended college. I hadn't seen her in a while so I was happy to be living with her again.

Clare was going back to school when I was on tour so I had no one to mind Aidan. I could leave him with my parents but my mother wasn't able for him. She was getting older and a small child around would be too hard for her. The only person I could give him to was Megan.

It was getting closer to the tour and I still hadn't contacted the boys. I decided to just arrive at the concert and perform, no question asked. But of course that wouldn't happen.

I started to question if I was overreacting but I stayed on my side. She lied to me but I loved her. I missed her. I just wanted to hold her again.

Aidan wasn't much trouble and I had no problem taking care of him only I saw a lot of Megan in him. They had the same blue eyes and blonde hair.

I felt bad for leaving Elly behind but I couldn't bring myself to take the both of them from Megan.

*October 6th 1977*

It was 6:30pm and I had a performance to do. I was about to leave the house when Clare came off the phone. "Roger you're going to have to get someone else to mind Aidan because I have to go somewhere."

"Who am I supposed to get?" I asked her. She shrugged her shoulders.

"Okay," I said after thinking for a few minutes. "Drop him down to Megan's house and say that you'll be back later to collect him."

"I'm not dropping him and collecting him Roger. I'm not your taxi service!"

"Fine I'll collect him!" I said before leaving the house. I drove down to the New London Theatre Centre and parked my car. I went in through the back entrance and found Freddie smoking at the door.

"Roger!" He shouted when he saw me and pulled me into a hug. "Where have you been?"

"Megan and I had a fight so..." I told him. "I'm very sorry to hear that." He said, putting his hand on my shoulder.

Brian came out the back entrance too. "Roger!" He said, hugging me aswell. "Are you alright?" He asked. "Yeah I'm fine."

"Well, come on," said Freddie putting out his cigarette. "We have a show to do!"

We performed our two hour show and as we were performing, my mind was only on the music and giving the best show we could. We finished and got a huge round of applause from the audience. We walked off the stage to "God Save The Queen".

After the show I drove to my house. I sat outside in my car for a few minutes. I didn't know what I was going to say to Megan. Eventually I got out of the car and walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. Megan answered and Elly ran out and hugged my legs. "Hey Princess." I said to her and picked her up, kissing her. I put her down and saw Aidan holding onto Megan's legs. "Hey little man." I said to him. I didn't get a reply.

"So, uh, I'm guessing you're pregnant, right?" I said to Megan. She didn't answer me either.

"Silent treatment, okay." I mumbled. "I'm not giving you the silent treatment, I'm just refusing to speak to you."

I picked Aidan up and he started to cry. "He doesn't want to go with you." Megan told me.

"Why not? What have you been telling him?" I shouted. "I haven't told him anything! He misses Elly and his home! This isn't fair on him!"

"Fine! Come with me Elly." I said, taking her hand. "I want to stay here..." she mumbled, looking at the floor. "Forget it!" I shouted, walking down the driveway and getting back in the car. Megan closed the front door and I sat in my car, my head on the steering wheel, crying my eyes out. I stayed outside the house for a while, bawling as I realised I just lost my family.