It's All So Beautiful *Roger Taylor Fanfic*

A Soul For Sale Or Rent

*August 15th 1978*

I took Roger cheating like a punch to the face. The night he told me, I was understandably upset. But it wasn't until when I went to bed that night that I realised what it truly meant.

In all honesty, part of me wanted to leave him. And for good this time. In actual fact, if we didn't have kids, I wouldn't think twice. However, I wanted Roger to be in their lives. I didn't want us to split up. But the main reason was because I truly did still love him. He was the only person who understood me, the only person I trusted with all my secrets and the only person I loved.

But he had abused my trust. He had gone and broken it into pieces. I was always a strong and tough person, but my heart was truly broken.

The happy front was soon wearing off. I was getting tired of pretending to be okay. We decided not to tell Freddie or John. We didn't want them to feel sorry for us or for them to get involved like Brian was.

I still felt so bad for kissing Brian. Why did I? I wanted to hurt Roger but kissing Brian didn't help the situation at hand. Now he could use that against me. But, at least I didn't cheat. Twice.

Why did Roger cheat though? That was the question that was constantly goimg around in my head. What was the reason? He knew it would hurt us. But he did it anyways and that, I would never understand.

I was always told 'once a cheater, always a cheater' and the first time it happened should've been it. I hung onto him though. I gave him a second chance. And he blew that two. An intelligent person would leave him, but I didn't. I wanted to just look past it, but I couldn't forget. I couldn't believe he had actually done it. It was like ripping my heart out and tearing  it up in front of my face. I felt like I had lost all trust that I ever had for  him. I told him this. I felt like I could never trust him again. I would constantly have to be checking up on him. And he was definitely not going on tour alone this time.....

The thing that hurt most was that Roger always had a way to twist it and make it seem like it was my fault. Last time he blamed the fact that we hadn't been intimate in a while because I had an injury. And this time and it was pretty much the same exact excuse. "We hadn't had sex in a while..."

A trustworthy and caring person would wait, not try and get their hands on the first person he saw. I swear if I ever got my hands on that Katie girl.....

Suddenly the doorbell rang and it was Brian.

"Hi.." I mumbled awkwardly.

He just sort of smiled in response. The tension was high in the air. "Uhh..." he muttered. "Have.... have you seen Roger recently..?"

I thought for a minute. Come to think of it, I hadn't. He left that morning but he never woke me up to tell me where he went. I just assmued he was going to the studio.

"No I haven't."

"Oh no..." said Brian.

"He's probably gone to the studio or something?" I said.

He shook his head. "I was just there.... nothing."

"Do you think he left me?" I whispered.

Brian being a very forward person at times said: "There's a possibility."

"We have to find him." I stated.

"What if he doesn't want to be found?"

"Brian! He has duties. He's a dad. I'm not letting him get away this easy."

"Try to think straight." He said.

I did the complete opposite and started to fear the worst. "Where could he have gone!?" I exclaimed.

Brian came in and tried to calm me down as we waited for Roger to return.

And he finally did.

But with him....

Was Katie.

I ran to the front door, yanked it open and screamed at him.

"Is this your girlfriend now Roger?!"

Katie rolled her eyes and got back into Rogers car.

He came over to me and talked.

"No she's not. I've brought her here so we could all talk and sort this out once and for all."

"Roger there's nothing to sort out. You're a cheater and that's it."

"Megan please! Just listen to me. How many times have I told you I'm sorry!"

"Sorry loses it's meaning when its been said too many times. And it doesn't mean anything anymore."

"So what are you saying?" He asked.

"I'm saying this is it Roger."

"What?"

"You think bringing the girl you cheated on me with to our house is a good idea? Think again. I didn't think you could be so stupid."

"Are you kicking me out?"

"No. Because we've got kids. But you're not sleeping with me anymore. Move all your shit into the spare room. Because I'm done."

Roger put his head down and got back into his car, dropping that bitch home. He came back and I watched him move all of his belongings into the spare room.

That night, I subconsciously put my arm out to put it around Roger only to have it flop to the bed. I sighed.

Had I made the right decision? I wasn't sure if I loved him anymore. And I wasn't sure if I ever would again.

A/N: Soooo due to popular demand, I'm going to do the sequel to my Batman book. For those of you who read this book, it will be postponed for a short while, not too long, until I get a good and exciting idea for you. So while I'm gone, know that I'll be brainstorming new ideas for this to give you all a good new chapter. If anyone has any ideas for a new chapter, anything they want to see im this, let me know! ♡

~QueenTaylor39