Demons without Desire

Dangerous situation again.

We were driving through the desert, almost the same road to Bonnie Springs if I remembered rightly. Remembering the day so clearly I looked to Zak for some recollection and reassurance.

His hair wasn't as spiked as usual from the rain and his eyes were fixed on the road ahead of us hard. His jaw clenched and knuckles were white upon the steering wheel.

I got as far as his chest when I felt a little saddened. "Where's your beads?"

"Huh?" He asked looking at me quickly.

"You're rosary beads.. You had them earlier.."

"Left them at your house. I think the dye on them was making my skin itch." He answered.

"Want me to take a look?" I asked trying to see the back of his neck but he shook his head.

"I'll be fine."

We fell silent again as I took in the mountains surrounding us. Thousands of people travelled here for the night life but nobody really took a good appreciative look at the nature  surrounding Vegas.

"Are you sure you want to get rid of this incubus?" Zak asked causing me to frown slightly.

"Yes. Absolutely." I replied watching him.

"It's a shame."

What?!

"Zak I'm being atta-" I stopped seeing him laughing at me.

"Why are you laughing?!" I snapped. The car lunged making me grip the door handle.

"Looks like we are out of gas..." Zak said as my car choked, spluttered and then conked out in the middle of nowhere.

"Why were you laughing?" I asked still upset that he had questioned me on it.

"You called me Zak..."

"It's your name?"

'Is it?' The voice left Zak but it wasn't his... Not by a million years.

I gasped and looked at him as he laughed again 'See how easy this is for me? How easy it is for you?'

"I- I don't understand." I stuttered.

'We could be happy.. I told you that, well this is we can be happy. I told you I could be anyone. All this is in your mind.'

I shook my head and prepared my body  just in case.

'I have no interest in hurting you... Unless you don't comply with what I'm asking..' Zak's body spoke as he looked at his hands and touched his chest.

"This is sick.. Seriously, seriously sick!" I snapped.

'Ready for the exciting part?' He laughed.

I shook my head and was about to beg when everything physically shifted, I felt stomach knot and twist making me hunch forward. But as I sat back I was in the drivers seat...

'And she learnt, that she could never escape a demon. Who effects her life body and soul.' He whispered in my ear.

"Fuck off! Leave me alone! I want you gone and in the pits of hell!" I shouted angrily.

'No.. That's not what you really want. Is it?'

"Yes! Yes it is!"

'Not in your heart...'

"I renounce al-"

My body knotted between my legs making me gasp and grab my area as pain soared.

'I wouldn't be trying that if I were you. I OWN you!'

"I renounce all evi-" I cried out as the pain seared in my mind like a hot butter in a knife.

"Leave me alone!"

'You deserve to be punished! I've been nice to you! Looked after you and this is how you repay me?!'

My legs were pinned apart as all the feeling came flooding back.

'You asked for this, your misbehaviour won't go unpunished... I'm going to make you come, time and time again. And when you think you're done and your body can't take any more... Only then am I going to satisfy myself on your limp lifeless body.'

Tears rolled down my face at the idea of it all. If I never had another orgasm again it would be too soon. My body was red raw, I knew that no amount of therapy was going to sort me out...

My breathing began pants, my skin began to flush as my stomach began growing a ball of energy. The feelings began to rush my body, I didn't want to do this again. I wanted to sleep, I wanted Zak and I wanted to be safe.

Shaking my head I fought against my body telling it no and thinking of everything that disgusted me.

'Fight me.. I'm stronger.'

My body throbbed stronger making me gasp and grab the door handle for support.

'Did you like that one?'

I shook my head for no, but his laugh only meant I was up for more of them.

I renounce all evil within my b-

I felt a hard slap across my face making me stop and hold my cheek.

"I, re-"

I felt hands go on my head, as if it was a slow motion film my face hit the car dashboard hard. I fell back against the seat and spluttered, blood splattered down on my work shirt as I choked on it.

'CARRY ON! DO IT! I DARE YOU!' It yelled making me whimper.

'Misbehaving means punishments!'

My body slammed into a painful orgasm making me throw myself against the seat of my car screaming as images flashed in my mind of sexual encounters. Zak was there going at it with Elle pinned to a wall, his body pounded into her as she scratched his back with her eyes rolling.

"STOP IT!"

'I WARNED YOU! DIDN'T I?!'

I was almost off the car seat when I saw a small glimmer.. Before I could get stopped I grabbed it with both hands when suddenly the images, the feelings everything just stopped.

A loud high pitched scream rang in my ears as my panting filled the car.

I laid on the car seat shaking before gathering myself together, I sat up and fell out the car, I needed to be outside, God needed to see me.

Crawling to a safe enough distance, I hit the ground and looked up to the blue skies, white clouds scattered randomly as the sun shone brightly.

I could feel my body growing heavier, my lungs felt like they had water causing them to rattle.

I looked across and opened my hand gently to find a rosary bead. Closing my hand I brought it across my chest and held it there blinking slowly.