SaTzu: Gay Goddess

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Sana is a gay goddess. Before her goddess title, she was a regular human. She was born a few hundred years ago. She lived a regular life back then. She stayed at home and learned how to be a wife because that's what girls did back then. When she was 18 years old, she was married off to a man she didn't know. By mistake, her parents married her off to an old Chinese man. When she arrived to her new home, she was expected to sleep with him to officiate the marriage. Hours before, she was so scared that she ran away. This is when she bumped into a Chinese girl named Tzuyu.
"Help me? Help!" Sana screamed in Japanese.
"I can't understand..." Tzuyu said in Chinese as she tilted her head.
Sana bursted into tears of frustration. Tzuyu could tell that Sana was obviously distressed so she held Sana's hand and took her home. Tzuyu didn't know what to say to her parents so she introduced Sana as a friend.

They entered Tzuyu's bedroom.
"Do you know any Chinese at all?" Tzuyu asked.
"..." Sana was silent.
Luckily, Tzuyu knew a little bit of Japanese because her rich family sent her to school.
"Are you Japanese?" Tzuyu barely managed to say.
"Yes! Yes!" Sana got excited.
"Now, very very very very slowly, please explain your situation." Tzuyu said.
Sana did just what Tzuyu asked. Tzuyu understood a little bit and felt lots of pity for Sana. She couldn't believe such a young beautiful girl was married off.
"You can stay with me." Tzuyu reassured.
That's what Sana did. Tzuyu made more of an effort to learn Japanese and eventually became fluent so she could talk to Sana. Sana had no one else and thought of Tzuyu as a savior. She waited for Tzuyu to return from school everyday. Everyday, she wanted to do more and more with Tzuyu. She never held back from her desires. She even went as far as kissing Tzuyu. Tzuyu noticed that she didn't mind Sana's kiss and actually liked it. Sana continued to act like that towards Tzuyu and realized what love is. She confessed to Tzuyu but Tzuyu gave an upsetting response.
"Friends. We are friends and nothing more."
"Friends? We are more than that." Sana said desperately.
"What makes you think that?"
"My feelings for you are different than those I feel for my friends."
"Who said I feel the same? And I need to marry someone honorable for my family... Sorry." Tzuyu said sincerely.
Sana got so embarrassed that she left Tzuyu's house. She now had nowhere to go and was just on the streets of China. Unfortunately, her family and her husband's family were all looking for her and found her. They welcomed her with a slap in the face, literally.
"How dare you run away from your husband and disgrace us like that?" Her dad scolded her.
"Do you not see how old he is? He might even be older then you. How could you do this to me?" Sana screamed back. Her sister in-law came and smacked her.
"Learn some manners towards your parents." The in-law said in Chinese. Sana understand but acted like she didn't and continued to speak with her parents.
"I love a girl." Sana admitted bravely.
Her parents looked at her as if she was crazy and couldn't understand what she was trying to say because no one has ever been gay before. They ignored what she said and sent her back to her husband. They still have yet to officiate their marriage. So that night, they were supposed to sleep together, Sana bravely entered the room and told her husband "I love someone else and I'd rather die than sleep with you."
"You'd rather die, huh?" Her husband said as he got up and started cornering her. No one expected that she would die so unexpectedly but that night, her husband killed her.

The moment she died, the heavens made her an offer.
You were the first to die in the name of same sex love. We grant you immortality as a gay goddess who overlooks other future gay beings who are struggling.
Sana gladly agreed to being a god.

Sana is a hood god who watches over those who are struggling with their sexuality or are bullied for it. Although she can't get everyone, she does her best but every century she does take a break from being a god to be a human again. Every century she comes to earth to tale revenge, not on her ex-husband but on Tzuyu. She hopes one day that she will bump into a reborn Tzuyu who has no memory of her past life. After seeing Tzuyu, she plans on seducing Tzuyu and then rejecting Tzuyu like Tzuyu rejected her.

For the past few centuries, Sana hadn't been able to find Tzuyu... Now 2017, Sana finally finds Tzuyu at a big entertainment company in Korea. Sana also joins the company, JYP. Immediately, the moment Sana sees Tzuyu, her heart flutters for the first time since she has become a goddess. She walks up to Tzuyu and daringly introduces herself.
"Hi, I'm Sana. A new trainee."
"Hello, I'm Tzuyu."
"Just like how I remember her... There are so many things I want to ask but oddly, I'm too scared too." Sana thought as she stayed awkwardly quiet.
"It looks like we'll be staying in the same dorm so we'll basically be living together from now on. Nice to meet you, let's get along." Tzuyu broke the silence.
"Let's get along..." Sana repeated.

After that, they had regular daily conversations and got along well just like how they used to. Sana forgot about the revenge and treated Tzuyu preciously. She treated Tzuyu just like how she used to. She also had desires for the first time again ever since she became a goddess. She hugged and kissed Tzuyu just like she imagined she would throughout all these years. Just like back then, Tzuyu didn't mind. This time around, it even seemed like Tzuyu was more affectionate. When Sana was cold, she'd wrap her blanket around Sana. When people made fun of Sana, she'd stand up for Sana. When guys approached Sana, Tzuyu would help Sana get out of the situation. It was all like a dream to Sana but reality eventually hit.
"I only have one purpose here and it's to break Tzuyu's heart." Sana thought.

Sana seduced Tzuyu as much as she could but Tzuyu never seemed seduced. Sana also came to a realization "I'm a gay goddess. Why am I here trying to get revenge when I could go help others who are struggling?" . Sana decided she should head back to the heavens. She went to go say bye to all her new friends including Tzuyu.

"Well, I guess it's time for me to go. I've learned a lot as a trainee and I've met so many new friends. Thank you guys for everything." Sana said her words while looking at Tzuyu teary-eyed then left.
Tzuyu grabbed her hand Sana's hand and pleaded "Don't go."
"Why not?" Sana asked confused.
"Because this feels like deja vu. It feels like I'm losing someone I love for the second time." Tzuyu admitted.
Sana looked at her interested in what she was saying.
"Continue." Sana said.
"If you leave, I just feel like I'll regret it for the rest of my life and love my life in misery with someone I don't love because I love you."
"Is this what happened to you before?" Sana started to cry.
"We're friends Tzuyu..."
"We're more than friends."
"Why?"
"Because I love you."
"Who said I feel the same?" Sana quoted the exact words Tzuyu told her before. She didn't know this would be able to make Tzuyu regain memories from her past life. Right when she said those words, Tzuyu remembered everything.
"Because you did... Have your feelings changed?" Tzuyu said boldly. Sana was shocked.
"W-W-What about y-you? Y-You didn't l-like me then." Sana said.
"Yes I did. I never said I didn't. You just assumed I didn't because I said I needed to marry someone else. I was truly miserable my whole lifetime." Tzuyu confessed.
"Tzuyu ah..." Sana was left speechless.
"So don't go." Tzuyu pleaded.
"I'm a goddess now and I have my duties. I wasn't reborn like you. I'm not human." Sana explained.
"So this is how you felt when you got rejected... Fair enough." Tzuyu said as she left. Sana also attempted to return to the heavens as a goddess but was not allowed to enter.

As a gay goddess, you must be protect and comfort those who are struggling. Also you must be understanding. This also applies to the girl who you were just with. In her past life, she had no choice but to reject you and now that she's able to love you, you leave her. You have broken her heart and you need to take responsibility. As a punishment, we are stripping you of your goddess title and turning you into a human again.

The heavens purposely sent Sana back to earth because they pitied Sana and Tzuyu. They made it so that it is possible for Tzuyu and Sana to finally be together with no objections. Sana gladly went back to earth and rejoined JYP right away. She went to the dorms, unpacked in her old room and visited Tzuyu's. Tzuyu was on her bed faved down crying. Sana simply said "Do you miss me that much?" and Tzuyu jumped up. She looked at Sana with big eyes and gave Sana a big hug.
"I'm not going anywhere." Sana reassured.
"Uh okay 'gay goddess'" Tzuyu teased Sana.
"I WAS ONE." Sana got defensive.
"Whatever you say, I'm just glad you're here with me."
"Let's learn from our mistakes and live a haply life this time around?" Sana suggested.
"Yeah, let's do that.... 'Gay Goddess'" Tzuyu agreed while teasing Sana.

Even though Sana isn't a gay goddess anymore, her and Tzuyu managed to debut together in Twice. Even though they are a secret couple, they don't fail to show affection towards each other on camera. Sana does this on purpose hoping she can still maybe help those who are in secret relationships, be a little more comfortable. She still hopes to do her gay goddess duties, as a human.

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