Can you hold me?

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I just really like this song really bad because it relates to me and I think that it sets the mood. <3

And if u didn't see I redid my last chapter and changed it up because I didn't match up with my storyline.
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Lance POV

I woke up with a killer headache and I felt nauseous. I looked what was around me and I found myself in a escape pod. Tears streamed down my face and I couldn't hold it in anymore.I couldn't be strong like Shiro, I couldn't be happy like Hunk, I couldn't be smart like Pidge, I couldn't be a fighter like Keith.I couldn't be anything but I still wonder why I'm on team Voltron anymore I lost hope! Now I'm in a pod floating in the middle space not knowing what happened. I stared in space and I looked at a lonely planet on the east of me. I started up the pod and started flying towards it.

*a few minutes later*
I landed the pod on this planet and it looked empty, of course it had to be empty, it had to leave me alone to my thoughts. It was dangerous to leave me alone with my thoughts but somehow I was always alone with them. I sat in the pilot seat for a couple minutes thinking where I was and what happened for me to be in a galra pod.I looked around and saw a lake, the lake look like something i had on earth near my house me and my siblings would always play around in. I look at my hands they got a little more tanner then they were before.

I look around more and I saw it had a beautiful blue sky and had a field full of greenish and blueish grass and the trees were a little brown and orange. I looked around more and saw little birds and insects flying or crawling around everywhere. I sat down on the ground and laid down, my eyes felt heavy and I closed my eyes and my vision went black but then flashed white.

A tall figure with black hair with fair skin and brown eyes came into my vision.

"GOD YOUR SO FUCKING USELESS LANCE"

Slap

"YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT!"

Slap

"Please stop...." My voice sounded scratchy

"WHY SHOULD I LANCE! NO WONDER JAMES DOESN'T LIKE OR COME AROUND ANYMORE! HE GOT TIRED OF YOU!"

Slap

"Please stop..."

"Whatever lance, I'm going out. Don't wait up or go anywhere!" He said

SLAM

My body feels numb and my heart hurts more then my slaps.

You know lance, you deserve this! You didn't make him happy...

I know...

You know lance you are useless and a pain in the ass.....

I know...

You should just die.....

I know.....

You don't deserve to feel love or happiness!

I know....

You don't deserve to live anym-

Ring
Ring
Ring

I look at my phone and see James number and I frown. I breathe deep breaths and answer the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey! Lance! How's it going dude? Are you alright? I haven't seen you in a few weeks and whenever I come over your either busy or not home. Are you okay?" James asked

"Oh! Yeah I'm sorry I've been busy with Leo recently I've been forgetting to call you!" I said

"You okay? Your voice sounds scratchy like you've been screaming" He asked

"Yeah I'm fine! I've been screaming because of me and Leo have been playing around early" I lied

"Lance I know you too well to know that isn't true! Tell me the truth lance!" James said

"IM FINE JAMES!" I yelled

"I-I'm so s-so Sorry" I said

"Lance it's okay! Don't cry!" James said

" you know what.... I'm coming to get you! I'll be there in a minute!" He said

" no James don...."

I couldn't finish that sentence, he hung up to quick. I took a deep breath and exhaled, god he's gonna get me in trouble with Leo!

Your gonna be in so much trouble I almost feel bad for you....

SHUT UP!

Now that wasn't nice...

SHUT UP PLEASE...

You know, your really mean... I thought we were friends!

STOP IT!

I'm only trying to help lance! LET ME HELP!

NO! Please leave me alone

Humph FINE

The door bell rang and James came into view.

"Shall we go...."

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Keith's POV

"All Paladins report to the control room NOW!" Allura said through the speaker

We ran to the control room and ran in our seats.

" I have good and bad news! Good news we've found a galra pod on a plant a few ticks away, bad news is we don't know which one there's several of them but we wouldn't know which one." Allura said

" we could split up on each planet" Pidge said

" we could but we have to be careful" Allura said

" THEN WHAT THE HELL ARE WE WAITING FOR LETS GO!"I said

"Yeah let's go" Hunk said

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Word count:880

Sorry for a short chapter... I was gonna post this yesterday but it was my birthday and I wanted to spend time with my friends and chill out and have fun and eat cupcakes. But anyway HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED BYEEE

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