Touch Of Love ~a Justin Bieber love story~

Chapter 17~

I was right this day CAN'T get any better :/ I sighed as I gave jeremy a friendly smile to jeremy , my mom doesn't know about the fight that happened between me and justin, and I'm not intending to cause seeing her happy makes me HAPPY even though im broken inside, i dont want her to end her relationship with his dad because of me,, i want to see her happy I NEED to see her happy again, she needs a man in her life, and i dont care who it will be , as long he protects her and keeps her happy

'oh i have a son ur age, i bet u know him, justin bieber?' he said smirking, expecting a scream or faint, but my heart broke by just hearing his name :'( i sighed as i faked a smile and nodded my head as a tear rolled down my face i removed it quickly with my thumb before anybody can see it, but too late

'honey r u okay?' my mom asked worried

'um.. yh im fine , sorry i just remebered somethng, anywayz enjoy ur day' i said smiling

'oh and mom i got my info today im heading to the studio' she smiled proudly

'good luck (:' she said

as i was walking downstairs , i heard them talking

' she goes to the a studio?' he asked my mom confused?

' yeah, she dances, she is yn, yfn' she said grabbing her hip saying my name as her head was held high

'yn? as in my son's yn? he wouldnt shut up about her' he said , as my mom laughed

'thats young love' she said smiling

'what is old love' he asked smirking? eww

justin wouldnt shut up about me? thats sweet, what am i saying? he hit me and didnt trust me... i dont know , its good that i still love hm because u wouldnt know what i would do... i sighed as i got dressed and applied some lipstick andwent downstairs to find my mom and soonto be step-dad hehe that means justi would be my step-brother.. AWKWARD! putting their jackets on!

'well its good ur dressed, sweety cz im taking u and ur mom to lunch' i smiled at his sweetness!

'oh and how aboutjustin joins us?' my mom asked looking at me and winked, MOM NOOOOO

'thats a great idea' jeremy said smiling ! oh god

we got in the car as jeremy went on on abut jutin and his career, and complimenting my mom and telling her how beautiful she looks and how sweet and smart she is,i was smiling at the old love♥

we arrived at the restaurant to find justin waiting for us already their in his 'old man' disguize im used to it, he alwayz does that and i know my justin justin... i sighed as i saw him smile at me and was suddenly intrested in my pink neon shoes as i walked , my mom and jeremy sat infront each other and now it leaves me to si infront of justin, i sat as i began playing with my fork and knife , as i held my phone, i dont know pretending to ext someone i would anything just not look him in the eyes, i looked at the right of my eye to see the lovely couple holding hands and smiling , i smiled as that scene its beautiful

'can u believe the person ur gonna live ur whole life with is walking the earth right now?'

i sighed as i thought who wants to be with me? my phone accually buzzed , i looked at it

from: justin♥

that would be us someday

i closed my phone and rolled my eyes not looking him eye-to-eye, BUZZZ

from: justin♥

ughh

please look at me,i miss ur smile ur beauttiful eyes, ur self but mostly u ;(

to justin:

*no comment*

i heard him sigh, i did the same as i continue my fake-texting self, i opened twitter to find mentions

'@yn i love u , u and @justinbieber are so cute together'

@yn leave justin he is MINE

@yn i hate u'

and regular mentions ' why isnt justin being happy lately? what happened to J(yn) ? plz we r worried' i sighed

and closed my phone ....

'excuuse me, im going to the bathroom' the couple didnt seem to notice what i said , i just saw justin nodd, i just sat up and went to the bathroom, thak god i was alone, nobody was their , i looked at myself at the mirror

' why doesnt anybody love me/ am i too ugly? '

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

i stood up and followed yn to the bathroom, i need to get her back i dont know how but i will.... i eavesdrop cz i heard someone talk... it sounded like yn...

'why doesnt anybody love me/ am i too ugly? '

'am i worthless? do i even deserve to live?'

'i just wanna die'

i sighed, did i make her feel that way?

'justin is oerfect and what am i? nothing, just a piece of dirt'

'NO UR NOT' i screamed so she could hear me, the bathroom door opened and theree stood a hurt yn my bautiful yn i looked her in her eyes, thats a good start? she's looking at me? i looked down to feeling ashamed of what ive done to my girlfriend yn :'( i just want to punch the walls , i got closeer to her she didnt move from her place i held her hands as i lifted her headd whith my tum on her chin, she was trying to avoid my eyes!

'look at me plz' i said sluttering with my words, she did as it was said, her eyes were puffy ... i really feel bad,

'im really sorry, i cant live with u ignoring me like this, please say something'

' u want me to start talking to again?' she asked raising her eebrown? i nodded

'then lets go back to being jst friends first ' i nodded, slightly not totally wanting to be friends

i want u ... and if it takes to be friends to be together than ill do it... ill jump over the london bridge i would