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9. Cheater part 2

Shawn P.O.V (bet you didn't see that coming)

Y/N left me. I understand why, but seeing her drive off made me devastated. I feel terrible. I didn't answer anything she asked me. I hate myself for doing what I did. I blame everything on me. She did nothing wrong, she is perfect. The thing wrong is me, I mess up everything. When I get into a relationship to deep I always mess it up. It's not that I want to but I'm scared. You probably wonder why I'm scared. I was having doubts about our relationship. Well my part of it anyway. It's just she's so perfect and I don't feel I am good enough for her. I thought this was the only way out without hurting but I hurt her more which broke me. I feel like I am nothing. I should go after her to explain but she said she wanted space and I respect that. Now I just have to wait.

Two weeks later....

Y/N P.O.V

I haven't spoken to Shawn in two weeks. I'm not going to lie I miss him and I do want answers but I feel if i see him I will break down. My friend says I should see him and get to understand why he did what he did. Your friend knows that Shawn is a good guy and that he wouldn't do that without a reasonable explanation. You have been look at his social media and fans are wondering why we are both so inactive and haven't posted a thing since the day I walked away. I've been doing nothing but eat ice cream and watching tv with my bestie. Which has been nice to spend time with her it's just not the way i wanted to spend time with her. I have looked nothing but a mess wearing sweats or pyjamas everyday. Today was the day I decided to clean myself up and pluck up the courage to go see Shawn and ask for answers. I get in my car and drive over there.

I park up outside of our house. I get out of the car and slowly walk over to the front door. I take a deep breath and hesitantly knock on the door. As soon as I knock I see a red eyes Shawn. He looks at you."Y-Y/N I didn't think you were coming back." He lets you inside. You both sit down. You clear your throat and start to speak " I want to know why you did what you did. I don't want you making something up I want the truth."
He takes a deep breath" honestly the reason I did this is because I thought this would make it easier for me to leave you. I don't think I am enough for you. You deserve so much better than the fuck up I am. I was having doubts about me. I did that so you would find someone better than me. Anything I do I mess up. I don't deserve you. You are perfect and then you get me someone famous who is never here for you and when I am don't give you what you need. I fell head over heels in love with you and that's something I have never felt before so I got scared. So I did that. When I saw how bad I hurt you I knew then I messes up even more and understand if you don't forgive but know this and when I say it I truly mean it I am in love with you. I love you so much." You stare at Shawn taking in everything you just said.
"Shawn you are not a fuck up and you know you could have just talked to me. I would have understood. You to me are perfect and to every fan out there you are perfect. I am far from perfect and Shawn no body is perfect all the time. We all make mistakes this was just a mistake. I don't hate you and honestly these past two weeks without you have been hell. I love you for you. Don't think that because you have flaws just like every other person. Your flaws make up you and you is what I love. I love everything about you." Shawn smiles
" does this mean your coming home?"
"Yes it does and next time you feel like this talk to me please." "I will."

He looks at you cheekily "I love you Y/N."
"Love you too Shawn." He full on smirks now." Let me show you how much I love you." You don't object and instead kiss him. He pulls you closer to him deepening the kiss. He starts to push down on the sofa and starts to kiss from your jaw down to your neck leaving a mark, making you moan. You grab his face and bring him up so you can kiss him properly again. As you are about to take his shirt off, there is a knock at the door. You groan because you were enjoying and Shawn says "shit I forgot aaliyah was coming over for the night. She ruined our plans but I guess they can wait even though I want you so bad." He says while looking down at you biting his lip. He walks away and opens the door. Aaliyah sees you and looks at Shawn "are you back together?" Shawn looks at her and gives her a big smile "Yes we are." And with that we all had a movie night and the next day me and Shawn finished what we started. Him opening up to me brought us closer and for that I am thankful. We love eachother more now than we did before and nothing can break this bond between us. I loved him and he loved me and knowing that is all we needed.

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Thanks for reading hope you enjoyed the second part. Forever grateful for the reads.