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60. first kiss

Me and Shawn have been dating for a few weeks now and we still haven't kissed. It's not because I don't want go because I do, I'm just afraid that I will mess it up. He hasn't actually tried anything but I am afraid he will question why we haven't kissed yet. Which is what I think he is going to question today.

Why you ask? Becasue I got this message off Shawn today.

Shawn💖💖~Hey princess we need to talk. I will be over at 5 xx

That is what I think he is coming over for atleast anyway. Right now Shawn should be over in five minutes and I am freaking out. Could he be coming over to break up with me because we haven't really done anything a couple does and because we aren't really affectinate apart from hugging?

Oh god I'm overthinking it.

*ring...ring*

That was my doorbell. Shawn is here early.

Ok Y/N you can do this.

I get up and walk over to the door and open it to see shawn standing there.

He gives me a small smile and says hi. I let him into my house and we walk upstairs into my bedroom.

"I guess you are wondering why I said we needed to talk?"

"Yeah i am, is everything ok?"

"Well you see the thing is Y/N we have been together for a few weeks and we still haven't kissed, Do you not want to kiss me? Am i the problem?"

"No no no shawn you are not the problem at all. of course i want to kiss you."

"Then what is the problem then Y/N?"

"Look shawn I really want to kiss you but this would be my first kiss, you are my first boyfriend and I really do want to kiss you but I have never kissed anyone before and I don't want to mess it up all I don't want it to be bad becauseyou have had girlfriends and experience and I don't want to disappoint you."

"Y/N you could never disappoint me, why didn't you just tell me."

"I didn't want to because it is embarrassing." I say covering my face with my hands.

He pulls my hands away from my face. he is looking right into my eyes. I see his eyes slowly moving from my eyes to my lips.

He slowly starts to lean in and so do I. Our lips then touch ever so gently. The kiss is slow and his lips are so soft. His lips fit perfectly against mine. I don't know what I was so scared about. I know shawn likes it because I can feel his small smile while he kisses me.

He pulls away and looks at me. he grabs my hands with his and entertwines them together.

"Don't ever think that you were going to disappoint me ever. That was the best kis i ever had, you are a great kisser and im glad i could be your first kiss."

"I'm glad too shawn."

And with that shawn connects our lips again. Kissing him was just pure bliss and i just felt so addicted i didn't want them to ever leave my lips again. Once i had a taste i couldn't get enough.

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