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It's been a couple of weeks since Shawn made mine and his relationship public. Before we told them we were posting about our friendship all the time. They all shipped us and thought we were cute together but as soon as the announcement was made they changed their minds and turned there back on me.
I've been getting horrible comments about me and how I don't deserve shawn. I mean I get why they aren't happy because I'm dating the guy they adore and obviously pictured themselves with him but I love him and I don't like being hated on because I love someone.
Shawn doesn't know how I feel because he thinks the world of his fans and I don't want him to be hard them because I'm upset over some stupid comments that I shouldn't care about but I do.
These comments are really hurtful and making me doubt whether Shawn actually loves me. They say he's only with me because I'm ugly and worthless so he feels sorry for me. I can see that actually being true.
When Shawn comes out of his little studio in our apartment I'm going to talk to him about this.
15 mins later...
"Hey baby girl you ok?" He says kissing me on the cheek and sitting down next to me.
"No not really."
"What's wrong hun?"
I turn to face him and cross my legs.
"Its your fans."
"My fans?"
"Yeah."
"What about them?"
"Well they aren't exactly being nice to me. They are saying really hurtful things that I'm starting to believe and it just hurts Shawn. They don't like me because I'm with you."
"What kind of stuff are they saying baby?"
"That I'm worthless, ugly you are only with me because you feel sorry for me and that I should die and that I don't deserve you."
"Oh baby none of that is true and you know it don't listen to them."
"I know Shawn but it's really hard."
"Well let me tell you something. You are the most gorgeous girl my eyes have ever laid on. I'm not with you because I feel sorry for you I'm with you because I love you so so much. You are my world and if anything you do deserve me. I wouldn't know how to live if you weren't by my side."
"Shawn I love you so much I'm sorry for pestering you with all of this."
"You never pester me this is something you need to tell me. Your problems are my problems and I'm here to get you through. I love you so so much ok I'm going to say something to the fans because I hate seeing my girl sad." He says then pecks my lips and gets up to grab his phone.
I soon get a notification.
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@shawnmendes: hey guys! So I've noticed that this girl right here has been getting some hate and mean things said about her. I love this girl so so much and I hate seeing her down and upset. She means the world to me and I don't appreciate that she is being hated on. She is the sweetest mist gorgeous girl in the world and seeing her upset makes me upset. I hope you guys understand I love you all. I love you princess @yourusername ❤❤
