Shawn Mendes imagines

25. hate

Me and Shawn have been dating for 2 months and has only been dating in the public eye for one month. Since Shawn announced we were dating I've gotten a lot more followers, likes and comments. Before me and Shawn started dating we were best friends and his fans all knew it. They loved our friendship but when we announced we are dating something snapped and they all started hating on me.

I got loads of horrible comments and being tagged in horrible posts.

Comments telling me to kill myself and that I'm ugly, not good enough for Shawn and also saying how I'm just using Shawn also that I'm fat and don't deserve to be happy.

This was all to much for me. I thought I was ready for his fans to know but I was wrong. These comments really hurt. I was already insecure about myself. Thing is I believe everything they say about. I am ugly and fat and I don't even know why Shawn is even with me. He could do so much better. He could be with a beautiful model, actress or musician. Instead he chose me just and ordinary girl who is ugly and fat and doesn't belong anywhere. A girl who might aswell be dead because no one will miss her.

I'm crying. I have been crying for a while now. At first the hate didn't get to me but it got worse and worse and I've been crying myself to sleep for the past two weeks. Shawn is completely oblivious mainly because I've told him I'm fine and played being fine very well.

I'm on the verge of breaking down and giving up on everything. Shawn isn't with me although I wish he was because right now I need his cuddles. I want go call him but I will break down crying and him seeing my upset is only going to hurt him seeing me like this.

I decide to call him anyway because I need him right now. I need comfort.

I dialed his number.

"Hey hun are you ok?"

I try my best to reply without making it sound like i was crying.

"Actually Shawn I'm not ok will you please come over?"

"Yeah of course hunny I'll be there in ten minutes tops."

Ten minutes later...

Knock...knock...

I answer the door and we walk into my living room.

"Y/N what's wrong your eyes are all red have you been crying?"

"Shawn I can't take this anymore I can't handle it. I am getting so much hate it hurts and what they are saying is true. I am ugly and fat and you deserve so much better I don't even know why you are dating me."

"Oh hun don't listen to them you are not of that. You are the most beautiful girl I have laid eyes on. You are smart and intelligent. I chose you because I fell in love with you. I fell in love with your beautiful personality. I fell in love with everything about you. I fell in love with what you call flaws because tgey make you the amazing person you are. The only reason these people are having on you is because they are jealous. I love you ok and that's all that matters."

By now he has his arms wrapped around you.

"I'm so sorry Shawn it's just this was too much to handle for me I should have come to you the moment it got to me. I love you so much."

"I love you too hun and promise me the next time this starts to happen you will let me know straight away because I hate seeing my beautiful girl upset."

"I promise."

He leans in and gives me a soft kiss on the lips. He pulls away.

"Now I'm going to post something on Twitter to stop all of this and then we can cuddle and watch Harry potter how does that sound?"

"It sounds perfect." I say and give him a peck on the lips.

@Shawn mendes~ Hey everyone I have noticed that you have been hating on my girl and I would really wish you would stop. This is upsetting Y/N and when she is upset it hurts me. I love her and she loves me and we are very happy together and if you don't like us together they you aren't my fan at all. If you are you will respect our relationship and be happy for us. Thank you for understanding I love you all xxx ❤❤

That's what Shawn posted.

"What you posted was really sweet Shawn thank you so much."

"It's nothing darling. I love you."

"I love you too." We kiss again.

"So are you ready to watch Harry potter and cuddle?"

"Yes I am muffin."

We watch Harry potter and we both fell asleep on the sofa together. From that night I knew I was loved and Shawn showed me that. I get less hate. There was still some here and there but not as much and I can handle that. We got loads of comments about how cute we were together. The hate brought me and Shawn closer together and showed me just how much I loved him.

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