100. missing you

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My boyfriend Shawn is on tour right now and I'm missing him a lot. I haven't seen him and three months and won't be able to see him for another three months because he is working on his album.

I love him to pieces and I get this is his job and he loves it and I can't stop him from doing this nor do I want to stop him. I feel like I'm always alone and I just want him here. I want my boyfriend. I just really miss him.

I hate being away from him. I feel hopeless and I don't know what to do.

While I'm thinking about Shawn and how much I miss him I get a face time call from him.

I accept it and his face pops up on my screen.

"Hey princess."

"Hey Shawn."

"What's wrong? I can tell something is up."

"I'm just missing you. I want you by my side. This whole long distance thing is just messing me up and I hate it. I just want you here with me. "

"I know baby it's hard but we can get through it. I want to be with you just as much as you want to be with me."

"Shawn this is just getting to much I just don't think I can do this anymore."

"No Y/N please do not say this. We can make this work." He says tears streaming down his cheeks now.

"I'm so sorry." I whisper then hang up.

Once I've hung up I cry and cry and just let everything out. I cry that much I end up crying myself to sleep. When I wake up I get changed into some new comfy clothes that aren't tear stained. When I'm done I hear a knock on the door.

I open the door and Shawn is there.

"H..hi." I say.

"Hi. Look after the phone call I took the first flight I could here. I didn't know what to do and I don't want to carry on without you."

"Shawn come inside and we will carry on this conversation."

He walks in and we sit down.

"Look Y/N I love you so much and I don't want you to break up with me. I love you so much please don't leave me I need you in my life you are my anchor."

"Shawn you're mine too but I can't go without you for so long."

"I know and thats why  I argued to let me bring you with me before I came here because I am a mess without you. They finally understood that and are letting me take you with me so what do you say. Will you come with me?"

"Of course I will."

"Oh thank God I thought you were going to say no and I'd have to leave and we would never see eachother again."

"Never." I say kissing him.

After the conversation he helped me pack and then we fell asleep in eachothers embrace. I had him back and I was so happy.

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I hope you liked it also I have reached my 100th imagine and I hope you enjoyed I'm so glad people like reading them thank you all so much xx

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