Dear Boo

😍Crush On My BFF😍

Dear Boo,

I know this probably sounds like a mix of a bunch of your other entries but here I go!

Hi there! I’m Gwenny* (it’s already a fake name so no need to change it lol) ((in fact all the names in this were changed so no worries ◠‿◠)) and this is my story!

So there’s this guy in my class (let’s call him… Miles*) and I reeeaaaaallllyyyy really like him! (*/ω＼*)

I’ve known him for quite some time (2 years) and things between us as friends have never been better.

“Sooo… then what’s the problem here?” You might be thinking and well… there’s a lot of them

#1: We flirt, NON. STOP lol

Let me just say that we've never acted “normal” around each other or at least, not that I can remember lol. It's just (and don't take this the wrong way I'm no garden hoe lol) I am a huuuuuuugggggggggggggggeeee flirt lol with any cute guy I meet (Oof I do sound like a garden hoe but I PROMISE IM NOT THAT WAY lol '^~^). And usually said dude is friendly back and from then were cool from then on. Before I figured out I liked Miles* I had thought he looked cute and went to talk to him. But Miles* was NOT like the other dudes because funny enough, when I started flirting with him, he flirted right back lol. “Well that's new” I remember thinking to myself surprised but genuinely amused and interested and from that day on there was no day we didn't talk and flirt shamelessly with each other in front of our friends XDDDDDDD. But there's something I've realized from then to now. Back then before I liked him we were pretty equal in terms of everything but now that I do like him… I just don't know anymore. NOTHING IS MAKING SENSE TO ME lol. And I'll tell you when I started to really question our relationship if you keep reading.

#2: He gives me mixed signals.

Lemme tell you a story. Earlier this year we were put in these groups as a class arrangement. I really liked my group because it had one of my many bffs, Carly*, my best guy friend Sam*, my crush, and me in it (a little add on none of them knew I liked this guy bc I have TrUsT iSsiUeS! Wonderful ain't it lol) and because we were all friends in my group, instead of splitting up to our separate friend groups like most people did we stayed and stuck by each other and played Uno (where I live Uno is like a mini Olympics for us, we're just that competitive XDDDDDDD) anyway one day we were playing like always and they decided to gang up against me and make me pick up 30+ cards!!!! Me obviously being a sad, pouty child about it literally REFUSED to pick up that many cards (I would lose!) so I'm saying “Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo I don't want to (pick up)” and Carly* and Sam* and Miles* all start laughing and saying “Gwenny you have to those are the rules!” but through a fit of giggles of my own I am persistent! And then this happens (still laughing/crying lol) my crush goes “Gwenny* C' mon! Just pick up BABE!” Obviously, I almost choke on my pizza and we all go silent. Realizing what he's done, Miles* looks at me but I avoid his gaze bc I have no clue what to do in this situation. Instead, I look at Carly* and we exchange looks and Sam's* eyes are darting from myself to Miles. Then Sam* (who can have no filter sometimes) asks slowly “babe? Are you 2 dating” Miles* again looks at me to see if I'll answer but um… I DON'T cuz apparently I've forgotten how to SPEAK lol and a tiny part of me wanted to see what he thought of ‘us’. Finally realizing that I wasn't gonna answer for him (Idk why he would think that in the first place lol) he starts to turn a bit pink and these are his words: “um (thinks of excuse)……NO! I meant… PAY!” Lol if I wasn't having seizures in my head I would've LAUGHED and said “So you meant ‘pick up pay’? I'm sorry it doesn't quite make sense” XD. Obviously, I didn't though and sat there quietly (and I'm NEVER quiet, pretty impulsive actually lol) finally Carly* piped up “are we gonna keep playing orrrrrrrr…?” We all agreed to forget (I secretly didn't tho lol how can I?) and the game went on as usual. Soooooooo… I was (and still am) confusion lol.