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43.O Memories burn

"is the bullet still inside of her?"

"did you measure her blood pressure?"

"She is half awake"

"MOM?"

"MOM.."

"BILLIE LET GO OF ME."

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Ex-girlfriend shoot former girlfriend Billie Eilish at the concert in Philadelphia.

Billie Eilish canceled concerts after ex-girlfriend shot her mother in law.

Billie is seen leaving the Lilypad medical center without her girlfriend. No news on mother in law just yet.

Billie's p.o.v
The hallways were too quiet, there were no people to be seen and you could hear the sounds of the monitors coming out of other rooms. Softly I was stroking Lana's hair, who finally gave in after I told her she should take a nap. The last few hours have been a blur, everything went by so quick. They arrested after Madison fired the gun, and Lana's mom had to go with the ambulance.

How could she ever be this stupid to do this? After she fired the gun, she pointed it at her head. Looking at me with the only look Madison could ever give to me. Deep inside I wanted her to do it, but she had to pay for her consequences. At that moment I didn't even know if Lyda was still alive, because everybody was panicking, calling the hospital and trying to make sure she was still breathing.

"you know I have to"

Never did I ever think she would go this far, she was coming for me. That's all I know, not for Lyda tho. When I told the cops they were pretty sure about the fact that Madison wanted to hurt Lana without hurting her psychically. It did sound pretty accurate but trying to shoot me, would hurt them both.. Maybe I will not ever know what her plan was, maybe I will after she will have the interrogation at the police station.

I looked over to Lana, mascara was all over her cheeks, her face pale and on her hands, she had scratches after I tried to hold her when her mom had to go in the operation room. I found out that Lana was pretty strong because I almost tripped when I held her.

I felt my heart drop when the door opened again, no doctor. Again.

I took out my phone to see many private messages on Instagram from my fans, they were all concerned and shocked about what happened. This probably wasn't the time but I decided to go live, they all had to know what was going on now. Since I was also responsible for making them scared.

I turned the camera towards my face and checked if I looked a little okay. Which was almost inevitable at this point. Hi guys." I said when I saw many people were checking in on my live. "How are you all doing tonight?.."

Of course some noticed I wasn't at home or in a neutral place. They noticed the walls of the hospital and the sounds all around me. When someone asked me about me I nodded and bit the inside of my cheek not to cry. "I am in the hospital, they are still trying to save Lyda's life."

While checking in on Lana that she was still asleep i just read the comments, some made me smile. The fans were really thoughtfull and wanted to make sure were both okay. They were also really worried about what was gonna happen to Madison, since they dont want her ever to come out again and try this again. So that maybe when she did I was gonna be the victim next time.

My heart stopped beating when i noticed that a fan said, that the newest update about Madison was they are going to try to give her at least ten years. That will be enough for now.. "First of all i really wanna say sorry from the both of us, we never knew that this was gonna happen.." I looked over to Lana and stroked her soft cheek for a little while, i could feel my eyes begin to water and me trying to stop, completely failed. "fuck guys, i'm sorry. Just keep us in your prayers and i will update you when were both ready for it."