All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

4.O Vip Chats

"Don't you think we should know each other better?"

The way she speaks, her eyes staring into mine and her tongue licking her lip after what she said gave me goosebumps all over my body. She noticed, her lips formed into a smile, she knows damn well what she just did. "Yes, maybe. It's just that i'm not that easy." I made sure she understand what i'm saying when my body relaxed. Calm down Lana, it's just Billie. She's also another human being who just happens to be famous. For a minut I regret what I just said, but she sits down next to me while she shrugged her shoulders. 

"I like deep conversations, tell me about you, your life." Her eyes met mine when my stomach dropped to my toes. "U-h-m." I cleared my throat before I started to talk about myself. "I'm from California, I live on my own. My moms lives down the street, she has a cat. I don't. I'm more a dog kinda person."

From the corner of my eye I could see people walk by, admiring Billie. I could see they desperately tried to get her attention, I couldn't blame them for it, I would absolutely do the same.

"I work at an office who specializes in finances. I work there full time from 8 am till 7 pm, the days are pretty hard sometimes and lonely. But I get paid and with that money I get to do a lot of fun stuff in the weekends." Billie's eyes never left mine, while finishing my sentence she giggled. "God that shits boring."

"Sometimes yeah, but I really like my job." I played with my hair, twirling a lock around my finger. Feeling kind of intimidated by the way she just announced what she was thinking about my situation.

"I can tell you about me, but it seems like you got your information all figured out about my life." She said with frowned eyebrows.

"I don't know everything"

"You know a lot" She stated. "I share a lot of my life with the media."

"Can I also mention that I know a lot just because I'm a huge fan." i trailed off while looking into the distance, once again twirling my hair around my fingers. I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable about me saying all the things I just said.

"Alright. Thats okay, understandable." She nods in agreement, while she playing with her chains that were hanging round her neck. "Okay.. i can tell you more about me. But i have to found out if i can trust you. Lana. " she lifts her eyebrow up while scanning my bodylanguage.

"I can tell you to do that. But that is too easy" i said

"Seems like we have to meet up again."

I tried to act cool by her statement but the butterflies inside my stomach were going crazy. "Sure thing."

Billie stands up, reaching her hand out to me. I softly grabbed her hand, squeezing it as an thankyou. "I'm sorry, but I have to leave already. But, we can meet up. Tommorow night? After my second show?" Her blue eyes were staring into mine, they were so dreamy I could simply pass out, right here, right now. "I think i can make it tommorow night." I let go of her hand and took a stap back. I felt a little sad of her leaving so soon. 

We were leaving the area and I didn't know how to say goodbye. "It was really nice to meet you and chat about our lifes Billie, thankyou so much."

"God, you're so fucking awkward dude." Billie started to laugh and reached her arms out to me, to embrace us into a hug. "Sorry." I apologized before staring into her eyes once again after letting go of her embrace. "See you tommorow Bill." 

"See you tommorow, Lanabanana." She joked while walking away. Her bodyguards were waiting for her outside of the rosegarden. Once she got up to them, they immediatly left. There were a lot of girls following them, taking pictures and screaming their names.