All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

20.O My only

We've been through Europe, and tonight was the last show of the Europe tour. Paris it was, i've been waiting to go here for a long long time. So Billie couldn't ditch me by the fact that we had to see the eiffel tower, and shit i wanted to go to Disneyland! My mom could never take me there since there was no income when she and my dad got a divorce.

Claudia and i also had a backup plan if no one would come with us, Jacob was also really excited about it so he would join us if we were going. I noticed that although i've been with everyone for a week, we became really close. And i could count on everyone. Also Maggie is like a second mom to me, and she and my mom have been texting on and off. I adored it, and i was so happy about it.

The visuals started playing while Billie walked on stage. Tonight i had chosen her outfit, she was dressed up in pink. I could hear her whining in my head again when i showed her the outfit. She wasn't happy with my choice but decided to go with it anyways. Someone has to keep her girl happy. The show she was giving tonight was really really good, she really did her best for it and the fans could tell that. When Finneas and Billie made their way to the front of the stage, the music to ' i love you ' started to play.

We all moved in sync and so did the crowd with the song. "I can't escape the way, I love you" She looked up to me singing that line and then turned over to the crowd. A slight shiver left my body, this girl has my heart in so many ways.

The show came to an end, and all the fans started to leave the venue. We all went to the hotel and stepped into the cab we hired.

"YO WAIT." I stated before getting in. "THE EIFFELTOWER."

Billie rolled her eyes and started to laugh while she looked over to her brother with a look that basically said 'told you.' He nodded and turned himself to the driver. "Could you please take us to the Eiffeltower? Or it will be a hell of a ride." Me and my dramatic ass got into the car next to Billie and i placed a kiss on her cheek. "Thankyou." She shrugged her shoulders still laughing. "You can be a little dramatic sometimes, do you know that?" I nodded while i played with her hair.

It only took us 5 minutes before we arrived at the Eiffeltower, and we all stepped out of the car. The Eiffel tower had all its lights on, it seemed magical in the dark. It was very quiet on the street, even though you could not enter the Eiffel tower, it was good enough for me to finally see it in person. I felt two arms around my waist from the back. "Beautiful, isn't it?" She said while she laid her head on my shoulder. "Just like you." I said shyly, stroking her cheek for a minute.

We took pictures of all of us together, like a really cute family portrait and then we left for the hotel. "So." Finneas noted before sitting down in front of us.

"We are." Maggie added.

"Going to disney tommorow Lana." Billie sighed, i looked over to Claudia. "Our plan worked." Everybody became silent and enjoyed the ride to the hotel. When we got out of the cab we walked upstairs to our rooms. Before going into our room Maggie told all of us that we should be ready at 8;15 am. And we should wait in the lobby, because there is still a lot of paparazzi downstairs in front of the hotel.

"Yes mom." We all shouted, it made her and Patrick laugh. "Pls stop making me feel this old." She said and we said goodnight before entering the room. I walked in and took my hoops out of my ears, and unzipped my denim jacket i have been wearing all night. We both got ready before laying down in the bed. I crawled as close as possible to Billie, and I played comfortably with her hair. I put my leg around her waist and gave her little kisses on her neck. "I can't escape the way, I love you" I sang softly while looking at her. She giggled a little and braided her fingers around mine.

"We should make it official." She whispered in my ear and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Should we really? Because you are gonna get backlash for it."