49.O You don't want it any other way

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A small note from me to you. Abuse is in no way okay, sexual abuse, verbal violence or domestic violence. Not ever. If you ever feel lost, or even when you feel like shit. You don't deserve it. So try to get out of a situation like that. I did. And it was the best decision. But with that being said, you have to be able to talk about that. And my pm's are open tho, if you wanna. Okay? Love you.

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"Yeah that is acceptable."

Lily laughed out loud checking out my outfit, looking at me through the mirror. It was our last night at the festival and I bet she was just jealous. My stranger things tee and denim boyfriend jeans seemed pretty acceptable to me. Wasn't i the one who should loves her outfit before anyone else. I put my hair up in a high ponytail and grabbed my red jacket from the chair.

"let's go then." I mimicked at her that we had to get going so we went out of the hut to meet up with everyone at the bar in the middle of the site at the festival. Sophie came by and arranged that Garret could come with her, so they were staying at the hotel we stayed at five years ago.

I let out a cry when i saw again how beautiful Soph looked tonight. "Stop it you."

We both laughed as we met up and i tried to hold her close for a little while. We were gonna see the end set tonight, it was gonna be a show full of performances and multiple artists. I closed my eyes when i could smell a familiair scent of parfum hugging me when she came close .

Charlie

Obviously the blonde girl was looking lowkey dope as usual, the minute she grabbed for my waist i turned myself towards her and our lips connected in a long soft kiss as we forgot everything around us. I stepped back, inhaling a long deep breath after our kiss as i smiled towards her.

"Okay lovers, we have to go for a good spot." Garret stated as we made our way to the stage after our little moment. I let myself sit down on the ground as we still had to wait an hour, i noticed Lily taking a picture of me. "I never seen you this happy in five years baby." I pouted my lip as i took my phone from her and smiled a little bit.

"Thank you.."

The picture was indeed pretty cute as i went over to instagram. My feed has been pretty dead lately, the day Billie left i got offline. The reactions of fans and their hate towards me leaving Billie made me sick. I deleted all the pictures of us, and all the pictures when i referred to her in my captions.

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@lanasbitch - are you at Coachella?
@oliviapierson - beauty.
@sophies - ilysm.
@billieeilish - true.🤙🏻

I rolled my eyes when Billie responded and put my phone away. As the first band came on i stood up from my spot to look at them and trying to listen to the music if i recognized it. As i took a sip from my mango smoothie i watched Charlie move around me, the group danced to the music and took many video's of the performance. I moved my head to the beat of the music when two hands pulled me backwards out of the crowd to a quiet spot near the bar.

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